Love. For some its simply a word that's in their vocabulary to say when appropriate. For others it's emotion, the feeling of an undeniable connection you have with someone to which the only way to describe such a feeling is to call it love. Love can be addicting, just like a drug. I don't believe that many people get to experience the high, nowadays everyone is so caught up in taking a picture of the moment to make others envious instead of truly enjoying and absorbing every emotion felt in that very second, and in that one second that you take away from the moment to take out your phone, distracts you from indulging in the high. Which is why I believe he never could find love. He was so focused on having a platform that it never did occur to him that he was missing all the key moments in life by taking out his phone. Social media got the better of him, sadly I saw the worst but I will always remember him to be the love of my life. He's gone but Jabez will never be forgotten.