Growing up, I was forced to act up beyond my age. Although I was still too young, I had to seriously deal with things. While I just wanted to be me, and not live out as per what other people; it actually seems quite impossible. For I had to be the good one, who would make adjustments for people, and compose myself. I used to be among the usually recognized students for academic excellence, most behaved, reliable, and the one to be not worried of; only to become a living disappointment. Just how much I had to work for years to earn that appreciation, I just then easily lost in just months. Just when I thought I finally regained my sparks, I then drastically kept on messing up. So, this is Louanna Bernice and her withered sparks. TW: The story will talk about mental health: anxiety, depression, and suicide. Read at your own risk. Started: March 25, 2026

The story of Briana Azari Seneca, a not so feminine type-sometimes talkative, often distant to people, writer, and middle child, who has been trying to save herself from so much suffering. TW: The story will talk about mental health: anxiety, depression, and suicide. Read at your own risk. Started: August 10, 2024

Erasmus Philo, someone friendly, and an online gamer. He was being wooed by a person, he rather not get along with. Many people would tend to admire him not only for physical attributes but also, for the things he possesses. He was also smart and at the same time, talented enough. Several girls mostly get crazy over him, as he was also an art and music inclined individual. He could create impressive pieces, in accordance to his own preference and own ways. For some, he was considered as an ideal guy and yet for a specific one girl, he was only meant for her alone. Maeve Leocadia, an aspiring writer who has been fond of someone she really loves. Nonetheless, she would always choose to love him, though he hates her so much. He never actually cared about her and even usually becomes harsh towards her. Despite having not so good experiences and happenings, she still considered him as her favorite; for until no one knows. She could not easily give up for what she thinks, she should have to fight within. For she is barely an average in excellence, she is still persistent to do what it takes to have what she really wants. Do a favorite meant for lifetime and should fulfilling promises still be considered, right after being in a hopeless situation for times? How could a young love really be enough to make it, until the very end? Does the writer willingly have to fight for her favorite subject? Will fully letting go or just keep on holding, until it never hurts be a choice? Maeve Leocadia, she who intoxicates, splendid brightness, and as the writer. Erasmus Philo, dearest, desired, good friend, loving, and as the favorite subject. Started: June 01, 2020 Ended: June 20, 2026

Tales of Fiction, a combination-compilation of English and Filipino short fictions. These entries consist of different kinds of topics, yet it has the same main reason why they were written, as the writer often thinks of something unusual, and they were all just purely made out of the writer's imagination. On the contrary, it may also include certain nonfiction stories as well. Started: December 21, 2017 Ended: April 18, 2022

Dreams and Promises was inspired by certain dreams that really happened, whenever the writer itself is asleep and the rest are just from her wildest imagination. It revolves within the life of a girl named Chesa Gabriela and how she faced everything, as her most treasured dreams and promises cost. A story of love about how someone, like her loves a man named Ardy Raien, went through trials. Having faith in dreams and promises also means, allowing acceptance and forgiveness happens. Started: January 15, 2020 Ended: April 18, 2020