Sold to a facility at six years old to be raised as an assassin, Sweden-born Ruth Rogers was trained by whatever means necessary to become a lethal weapon. As she grew older, Ruth struggled with the reality that her memory had never been wiped like others around her but completed missions to obey the woman who commanded her. Ruth perfected her craft and quickly became known as the sly assassin Buzzkill. After suffering heavy losses, the facility was discovered and raided by SHIELD authorities. Before they could catch her, Ruth escaped SHIELD's reach and tried to live on her own for the first time in the eighteen years she's been alive. Feeling guilt for what she has done, Ruth agrees to aggressive experimentation to clear her record which ultimately results in devastating effects on her body and mind. Ruth struggles to survive as she continues to clear her conscience, becoming allies with the Winter Soldier in the process. Can Buzzkill and the Winter Soldier become strong enough to escape the place that controls them? Can they both learn to live with the consequences of their pasts while fighting their present demons? ************************************************************************************* Some characters, places, and agencies within the story belong to Marvel. Warnings: Mild Language, Violence, Mental Disabilities/Disorders (i.e. Depression, Anxiety Attacks, PTSD)

BOOK II [Cover by AFleetingDream_91] Book One is "Leave Me Bleeding" Book Two is "Leave Me Broken" Spin Off One is "Reminisce: Dear O" Spin Off Two is "Ophelia" Book Three is "Leave Me Behind" #545 in FanFiction July 6th 2016 Ophelia and Bucky had left the United States, fleeing across the Atlantic Ocean to Europe. Settling in Romania, the duo remain under the radar, trying to lead normal lives. Even with eyes looking for them around all corners of the Earth, and very few of them friendly, they make it without incident until someone frames Bucky for the UN bombing. Reunited with Steve Rogers, Bucky and Ophelia find themselves thrown back into chaos once again. *This story follows Civil War; almost all characters and story go to Marvel. Ophelia and original ideas are mine* [Edit Complete May 19th 2019] [Second Edit Completed March 11 2021]

#246 in Fan Fiction August 5th. Featured on the Official Fanfiction Wattpad account 1st Place in the Marvel Excelsior Nation Awards 2019 [Cover by AFleetingDream_91] [THIS IS BOOK ONE] Book One is "Leave Me Bleeding" Book Two is "Leave Me Broken" Spin Off One is "Reminisce: Dear O" Spin Off Two is "Ophelia" Book Three is "Leave Me Behind" Ophelia's mother gave her away to HYDRA because she couldn't care for her. She was used as a lab rat for HYDRA, turned into a weapon. Tortured, experimented on, locked up, caged. Ophelia was always obedient to HYDRA, always dutiful and efficient in the beginning. When HYDRA captures Steve Rogers' best friend, James Buchanan Barnes, she witnesses his transformation from American soldier to HYDRA weapon. When they no longer need Ophelia and her path finding abilities, they turn the Winter Soldier against her. *All characters aside from Ophelia and a few others belong to Marvel* [Edit completed May 12th 2019] [Second Edit completed March 1st 2021]

Her powers were uncontrollable, but could even the great Avengers help her? Darby Whitmore is a young woman who was born with incredible powers, and they are stronger than she knows. When she is taken in by the Avengers, their next mission is her. ••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••• "No you're not. I was in your position some time ago. I thought I was drowning too. The fact is that you've simply been under the water too long. You just need a life raft to pull you out of the water before you inhale...." "And what is my life raft?" "Anything that keeps you from wanting to stay under." ••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••• NOTE: i wrote this when i was a teenager so lots of fluff!! "If this book somehow had 3,000 chapters, I would be tempted to stay up all night and read it to the end X3" -TricoFeather "OH MY GOODNESS!!!! I LOVE THIS BOOK!!!!!!! THE BUCKY FEELS😍😍😍..." -ellie7437 "Terribly cheesy in the best way possible..." -SophiaBumblebia

Y/n wasn't a hero, she was just at the wrong place at the wrong time. Being captured by hydra was not a walk in the park. This is my first fanfic, I'm not a professional writer so go easy on me. But don't hesitate to give me feedback! I don't own any of the marvel characters! (Completed)

[Cover by AFleetingDream_91] The third book in the Leave Me Series. Book One is "Leave Me Bleeding" Book Two is "Leave Me Broken" Spin off One is "Reminisce: Dear O" Spin Off Two is "Ophelia" Book Three is "Leave Me Behind" After the Civil War that tore apart the Avengers. After Bucky decided to go back under. After the war in Wakanda. After Thanos. After all that suffering, how does one damaged man go on? With the love of his life and his best friend gone, Bucky struggles as he feels he has been left behind [First Edit Completed March 2021]

"Buck." You stopped him. He looked at you from across the room. He took his hand off the door knob and faced you still silent. He knew what you were thinking. "I can't." He began. "I need to be careful. I don't want to hu-" You groaned cutting him off. "You dont want to hurt me I get it. You won't hurt me Bucky. I know you won't. Ever. I trust you. You have to trust yourself. The only way you'll hurt me is if you leave. Or don't sleep with me." Your eyes widened,"In..in the bed I mean." You looked away and heard a small laugh. "As long as you behave." He teased walking over to you. "I will as long as you will." ----------- Penelope is an educated psychologist, when she crosses paths with Steve Rogers one night he has more than a few questions about mind control. He insists upon her help with a friend. Bucky Barnes. Bucky is a trained Hydra assassin. Hydra controlled his every move but now he's free and wants his mind back. He knows he needs help. Will Penelope help him after all he's done?

Rhea is a trained and skilled SHIELD agent. She is tasked with the job of bringing in criminals all over the world for SHIELD's many secret reasons. Her next mission is to bring in The Winter Soldier. What will happen when these two highly trained and strong people cross paths? Will she be able to turn him in?