It's been 1 year sense I left August and We see each other almost everyday though. He loves his kids more than anything in the world. I forgave him for the cheating but I don't think I can take him back . I mean I love him and all but still . August goes on tour next month and he asked me and the kids to go but I don't think I can . watching him with other girls would kill me inside . But I don't wanna keep his kids away form him for 1 year they'll be 2 by the time he get back . What should I do ?