A story where the quiet Phil Lester keeps all his problems in a note book- A note book that gets lost. The popular Dan Howell finds the note book, and sets out to help the lost boy.

Dan and Phil meet each other for the first time in forever. Phil was a punk guy and Dan was like a pastel guy. Phil is confident and charming. Dan is timid and kind. When Phil meets Dan he falls in love and so does Dan.

When Phil and his family have to move house because his dad got a new job, what will he think about the boy next door? This is a joint Fanfic between me and my friend.....mostly me ;) (tbh he wrote one chapter😂😂) Hey this is my first phanfic so like be nice. I don't own Dan or Phil or any of the real life people, but I have come up with this story my self so please don't steal it!

"I'm not either," Phil replied, looking to Dan with a sly smile. "You still giving out $5 blowjobs?" Well, Dan guessed, he probably did go to his school. Dan rolled his eyes, "that was a rumor two years ago." Phil laughed, "so I brought $5 for nothing?"

Rich!,Punk!Phil and Pastel!Dan

Dan is the loner 'faggot' of his school. Phil is the new kid from Manchester who just moved to London. What will happen...... Read to find out.<3 <3

"Are you insane or are you just that broken?" he whispered, his face inches from mine. "I'm a little bit of both," I admitted, looking into his eyes. "A trip into my mind would be a trip into a nightmare."

Phil can only love Dan when he's fucked up.

"Phil, who's Dan?" Clara asked angrily. "There's something I need to tell you." Phil said running his hand through his hair. Phil knew this would all fall down. As long as he doesn't lose Dan, he'll be okay. Will he lose Dan?

All Dan wants to do is to break the little almost broken boy. Snap him into a million tiny pieces and crush his heart with his fist but at the same time all Dan wants to do is to cuddle him on a couch and watch cute movies. The first few chapters I wrote a while ago and seem so innocent and not as well written compared to the later chapters but it's a good story, trust me. *swearing, violene, smut, and Dan is a complete madman*