One Direction fanfiction

She knows that she's doing the right thing. She can't be selfish this time. She don't want to lose him too. I can't understand why she can't accept my feelings towards her. Is it about her issues again with my brother? Why is it always be my brother? From my parents up to her they're always choosing him even he's gone, how about me? Always in the side, never in the spotlight. Why no one's choosing me? Is all my hardwork's not enough? I'm doing anything for them just to choose me, but why they can't see me as me? They always see me as my brother.