Dreams are often destined to break against reality. But the simplest ones are the most painful, because they seem so personal, so reasonable ... so reachable. You always seem to be one step away from being able to touch them, but never close enough to grasp them. And I feel like this every time I'm with her ...

Peter got kidnapped by Hydra when he was young. When he gets transferred to the same base as Bucky, they soon become inseparable. Bucky gets a brotherly instinct over Peter. What will happen when the two try to escape and meet up with Buckys long lost friend Captain America? Title picture found via the interWEB #1 in Spiderman February 18 2019 #2 in Marvel March 15 2019

Sequel to Scars That Last Forever -You don't nearly need to read the first one to understand this but highly suggested. After the events of Scars That Last Forever Peter and Bucky try to recover from their traumatizing past as well as try to live a normal life. HYDRA is gone. But it will always live on in the mind of Peter and Bucky. At school, Peter gets closer friends with a frizzy-haired girl named MJ and a short nerdy guy named Ned Leeds. Will Peter be able to hide his secret from his friends? From his school? (Not spideychelle, just friends) Also, what will happen when Thor and Loki come back from Asgard? I do not own cover art- someone else sent it to me

After the events of Infinity War Peter is devastated when he found out his Aunt died, but not from the snap but from being buried under a building. He moves in with Tony Stark and the Avengers but is scared to talk to them because they are well famous. Some people from school died in the snap but didn't feel any pain and don't remember what had happened because they weren't fighting Thanos so aren't traumatized like Peter and some of the other Avengers are. However Peter remains really good friends with Ned and continues dating MJ. At first he acts like everything is ok around MJ (she knows he is Spider-Man) until one day when Tony insist that she come over for dinner with the team. When MJ and Peter goes to his room he sees something that sends him into a panic attack, will MJ be able to hold Peter together or will Peter get to caught up in being Spider-Man and his PTSD or will he be able to open up and let himself get helped. Spideychelle