This is the sequel to It's Harder Breathing Next To You. It's set three years later and...well I don't want to put up a summary just in case there are people who haven't read IHBNTY and want to read it and don't want spoilers. --- If you have the original cover PM me please :(

After the death of Kellin's best friend Hayley, Kellin quickly falls into a depression. As he moves through the motions of answering the questions of his psychologist and the teachers at his boarding school, Pine Hills, he starts to believe that he's going crazy. He thinks he's seeing the ghost of the boy who committed suicide years ago in the halls of that very boarding school. And he might even be becoming very close friends with this so called ghost.

Vic didn't think he could love. Kellin didn't think anyone would love him. They proved each other terribly wrong in a beautiful messy way. Can a relationship between a shy boy dressed in pastel and a popular jerk ever work out?

- Hellion: a rowdy, mischievous, or troublemaking person

Famous lead singer Kellin Quinn journey to value himself while having to learn to let go of the things that don't fit in his life and welcoming in what does fit. • "Sadness." - @rewtriten 2021 "Pain." - @yourkellicis-showing 2021

Kellin Quinn was a name no one heard. He is a loner, a nobody. No one cared when he moved schools. No one cared about the mysterious bruises and cuts on his body. No one cared when he was hospitalized for something his father did to him. He always thought no one cared for him. It's just how his life always went. So how does he cope when someone tries to show that they care about him? Will he be able to let them in or will he push them away? - - - This story may be triggering to some readers. This story does have self-harm, abuse, rape (not detailed. It happens twice), mentions of rape, and an abortion. The chapters where these happen will have two asterisks(**) next to the title. If it is mentioned in the chapter I will put a single asterisk(*) beside the title.

While cleaning out his room to leave for college, Kellin Quinn discovers a mysterious book which holds his whole life story. Past, present, and future. So what happens when Kellin discovers Vic Fuentes, fellow student, in his future? Many things. Many good and bad things to be exact.

Kellin moves from Michigan to California with his abusive drunk of a father. He was bullied at his old school and wants to fly under the radar at his new one, unfortunately for him he gets on the bad side of Vic, the leader of the school who turns everyone against him. However, behind Vic's tough demeanor is someone who will do anything for the people he loves. ***Story is not mine!!!***

This is the third and final book after Ir's Harder Breathing Next To You and Trust, so don't read the discription if you don't want spoilers. Kellin and Vic, Vic and Kellin. Their relationship has always been a roller coaster of emotions and nothing has changed in this final installment of the series. We pick up two years later after Vic broke up with Kellin,and Kellin is a hot mess. He's lost his way in the sea of drugs and alcohol. Will he be able to find his way back to who he once was. WARNING:Drug and alcohol use, violence, avude, sex, rape metions. All thanks goes to Sarah for creating this amazing book. And creating this amazing series.