Benji is in deep, unrequited love with his best friend Gideon, and it sucks. When absentminded Benji isn’t busy making a fool of himself or getting bullied by his soccer team, he’s busy watching Gideon fall in love with the gorgeous Jude. As Benji sulks in the friend zone, he begins to wonder if he should pursue a romance with a better chance, or continue being hopelessly in love with Gideon.

Ethan Miller is a bullied, lonely, antisocial high school student. His mother is constantly at work and he spends most of his day alone at home. Zane Connor is a rough, tough, almost 99 percent of the time angry, nightmare. What is supposed to be a normal(as normal as it can get, doing it with your bulies best friend) history project, turns out into something that will cange both Zane and Ethan... The peace that only Ethan can give to Zane and the healing that only Zane can give to Ethan are the foundation of the unusual relationship of these two... What starts out as a deal turns out in a painfull need and what starts out as hate turns out into sometning much, much more... NOTE: This is the first book of a series, you can find the rest on my profile!