Dawson has had it rough. Not as bad as some, worse than others. He lives in constant secret, heart ache and pain. After his parents died he under went a transformation, rendering him unrecognizable. After three years of pain, cutting, and one suicide attempt, he returns to his hometown. As Dawson hides his identity, it will become harder and harder to seal away the truth when faces from the past start revealing themselves, including his gorgeous ex best friend Alec. Only Dawson isn't the only one with secrets and when a lie reaches Dawson's ears, it will take all he has in him to protect the one thing he has left. Himself. Dealing with depression is hard, and Dawson will have to learn it's not something that can be handled alone. He'll have to open up his heart once more, even if it risks him getting hurt, if he wants to achieve happiness. ---------------------------- This is a trigger warning, to anyone that has problems with self-harm I recommend you don't read this as there are some graphic scenes. Also, this is a boyxboy story, so if you don't like hot steamy action between two boys, this is not the story for you. If you don't like it you shouldn't even be reading this anyway and I will not tolerate hate. You do not choose your sexuality and no one else has the right to make someone feel bad about who they are. Also, if any of you are having problems, or the story has triggered you, please inbox me. I love to hear from my readers.

As we stood there in the airport I couldn't help but wrap my arms around him and he hugged me back so tight I didn't want him to let go, but he did. he pulled my face towards his and kissed me, this kiss was different it was filled with love and passion. I pulled away "you're making this hard" I said "Making what hard?" he asked gazing into my eyes "Letting you go" I turned away so he wouldn't see as the tears fell down my face "Brett please don't...." he pulled my face back wiping away my tears "don't let me go..." -Short chapters

Tanner Milton Son of District Attorney Scott Milton, and Shiela Milton loved the things he couldn't have. Harris Wheeler the older man who works for his father. Sven Beck the boy at school who was just a crush. Attention from his parents, who fight too much to realize their son's cry for help. Tan always knew how to get what he wanted, but somewhere along the way he gets lost getting more than he bargained for. When it all becomes too much, who will he choose? Or who will choose him? *MATURE CONTENT* *EXPLICIT GIFS*