" You know day by day, i only can fake smiles, fake happiness, be positive, and everyone would be fooled, except for one person. That person is myself. " WARNING : Depression, Self-Harm, Blood, Possibly including Anorexia, Mild Cursing, etc. STARTED : 9/6/2020 END : DISCONTINUED

All Namjoon needs is someone to care. All Namjoon needs is for someone to ask if he is ok. All Namjoon needs is for someone to notice how hard he is working. All Namjoon needs is for someone to notice that he is slowly sinking into the dark abyss of depression. (TRIGGER WARNING)

What would happen to Bangtan if their leader was in coma?

Slowly, everything looks dark. with my eyes closing, I begin to wonder. ' when will my pain stop ? ' " tonight, it will end tonight. " [ best tag achievements ] ● 12/8.24K - die » 31 May 2020 ● 11/8.25k - die » 2 June 2020 - Namjoon

A leader, an addict, and the life of an idol; all three can crumble in a heart beat. Kim Namjoon keeps a diary.

do you know, the pain of being a leader ? the burden and the sacrifices that you have to make, the pain you keep inside to maintain perfection and makes sure to hit everyones expectation, Kim Namjoon knows that, he knows those stuff way too well. 《Short Story》 [ EDITED ] • Started : early of 2019 • Ended : in the middle of 2019

Dia , mamat dimple pujaan hati semua gadis ... Termasuk lah Han Byul si gadis berpewatakkan kasar dan happy virus .. Tapi bukan mudah untuk menawan hati lelaki ais dan pendiam itu . ......... A Kim Namjoon fanfiction Beautiful cover by :@taeteary ON GOING (✖️) COMPLETE (✔️) HIATUS (✖️) DRAFT (✖️) Start : 10.6.2019 End : 29.11.2019

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[SHORT STORY] "don't leave me" beautiful cover from @luvsnisth