"Despite 7 million colors being visible to the human eye, and 48 of your color pencils available for you to use, why are you only using the black, white, and red ones?" I looked down and tried to think of the answer. I don't know, maybe because black is my dark days lacking you, white is all the emptiness I felt, and red... Is the color of my bleeding conscience. As I don't want to let him down, I kept those answers to myself. And all I said was "You want me to start using other colors too?" "As much as I want you to start opening your heart, to the fact that you have many other people who loves you and cares about you, and that it's not only me." I froze as I am not able to give him an answer to that. I hate lying. But I hated disappointing him even more. started: 08/08/15 completed: 23/06/17

❝ and so i loved you like the moon loved the sea; but sadly your heart never came to me. ❞ ✺✺✺ wherein a girl falls in love with her best friend, park jimin, who does not love her back. [a pjm short story ©springbts 2018] || highest ranking: #396 in Fanfiction || cover by my bby @YOONGBERRY ♡ {#kficsawards, FuchsiaAwards2018, #HTSAwards & #HerAwards2018}

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