3 months after Lauren broke up with Jamie, she meets this special girl who brings up something in her, that may have been hidden for a long time this is a girl-girl story so if you don't like that, i'm not sorry lol

the story starts after dani left the band in january. it's the middle of february, and the group is wondering what to do, since they have to a lot of stuff to do to 'replace' dani. lauren struggles with the feeling of missing her more than ever, amy wants to do as much as she can, lisa and kath try to help christina as much, while christina tries to keep everything together.

Solipsism /ˈsäləpˌsizəm/ (n.) the view or theory that the self is all that can be known to exist. "If everything around me is a figment of my imagination, you're the best thing I've came up with."

"...You never really love someone until you learn to forgive..." -Leaves, Ben&Ben

"Heaven would mean nothing without you."

"Flowers I remember fields of flowers, soft beneath my heels Walking in the sun I remember someone Someone by my side Turned his face to mine And then I turned away into the shade" Flowers from Hadestown. Sung by Eva Noblezada. Written by Anaïs Mitchell

A compilation of Elavan (maybe Bade as well) one-shots. Most, if not all, of them are probably going to be AU-futuristic because IMAGINE AVAN JOGIA AS A DAD. Disclaimer: I do not intend on disrespecting Avan's and Liz's respective partners. This was written to express my love for their chemistry.

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