Since your love turned to poison, my mind cycles through emotions faster than a kid flipping radio channels. I've gone from level to rocky - fighting a mixture of competing emotions, each of them vying for dominance. After the reboot of sleep I am calm, the day stretching ahead with possibilities - time to get jobs done, connect with friends, enjoy nature. Yet this coping is a thin veil over trauma and even the smallest of set backs change my emotional landscape. By evening the sadness wells up, uncertainty rushing to the fore, and I know it is time to sleep. How the crazy dreams stitch my head back together I haven't a clue, it's a new miracle every night.

The sky was painted dark.Very Dark with no bright stars.A gush of wind swirled past us making me inhale softly.The large man besides me leaned against the iron railing.His eyes fixed ahead of us as if seeing something that I couldn't. A lone tear slid down my cheek as I brushed it off rather harshly.Finding my voice I spoke softly remembering a distinct and beautiful memory, "After you left I once asked Mama when you would come back.She stayed silent for a minute and then she answered that when you'll miss me you'll be back" Another tear rolled down my cheek and this time I didn't brush it.My light brown eyes stared at his handsome face, seeing him look down at this hands.His face constricting into something I could not decipher. "And I was a fool to believe her that day because now I know I was the only one waiting. " My words were bitter but I whispered softly. Turning around I left leaving the man to his own thoughts. I loved and now I've lost myself in the lands of love. ... From a very young age Shahwar Nawaz Khan has heard only one name.Her groom's name.Salah Khan's name.And since then she has loved him unconditionally.But not all golden dreams come true. Little did Shahwar know that when her world will collide with the one she has loved, her life will turn upside down.Fighting a battle with fire in which she herself had to burn. A story that will take you to a roller coaster ride of emotions and to the land of love.So get ready with a box of tissue papers. Spiritual# 8 -29th Sep 2020 Spiritual# 4 -27th Sep 2020 Spiritual# 5- 4th Oct 2020 Spiritual# 6- 5th Oct 2020 Spiritual# 5- 29th Nov 2020 Spiritual# 2- 30th Nov 2020

Tears are a sacred link between the heart and soul. They are not the omen of weakness, but a sign of power. They speak more eloquently than thousands of tongues and speak in lengths, no other language can reach. They speak beyond the true boundaries of love and hate, for, these two are such strong words that they can melt hearts but at the same time, can initiate storms and hurricanes of destruction. ~.~.~.~ Her tears narrated stories, her lips were afraid to speak of. She begged for justice and she begged for freedom from the pain she was enduring. But lamentably, life failed at giving her all that. Could only death grant her all that she begged for? Cover by @tentimileyin 2018 Copyright © all legal rights belong to @oluwatimileyin11™ This material may not published, rewritten, copied and translated without my consent. ||81 in generalfiction||-2nd of August, 2018.

(Featured by wattpad) A twisted halal relationship (acceptable in islam) on the right side there's Tayba the beautiful girl,who wears her hijab as her pride,the one who loves her dad dearly.One day her dad wishes were going to be fulfilled but a guy: Muhammad was destroying it.what will happen to the wishes is it going to be fulfilled or not?.By destroying Tayba's dad wishes, is Muhammad going to make Tayba's life miserable? Will Tayba hate him?Will everything change? Is there any bad connection between them that's why Muhammad was reacting like this? Why was he destroying the wishes? For what reason?Will someone save Tayba's dad? Will that new person entry have effect on Tayba? On the opposite side, someone and Hayat loved each other. Hayat, all her life had been suffered.she used to pretend she was okay, she believed it that still it was true love the way he was ,but time to time, years over years she realised he ditched her after what he did to her.why he left her?Did he used her? Was he a good person? Did he love another person? For what reason could he left her?what was his purpose?Will he come back again in Hayat's life?Or he will be only Hayat's nightmare?Or someone will come in Hayat's life? Will that person change Hayat's life? "Can i ask you something which relates to love"? Said him smiling and lowering his gaze. "If you ask me about LOVE then I'll tell you everything about الله⚘". Said Tayba to him smiling and lowering her gaze. ↪This story is based on when you have patience in life what awaits you in the future. When you do everything according to *Halal*(permit in islam) life become more beautiful and more romantic. Because halal is beautiful, pure and romantic. ⚘With having patience, she been through difficulties a lot. And now if you wanna know what happen to next in this story completely , you'll read it⚘. ♯This story is for everyone. And there is a moral in this story. ➰Written and edited by : hijabygirlFa_h ➰Copyright

(The Love Series: Book 2) Shehryaar Sheikh is 24 years old when he completes his studies and now he is ready to handle his father's business. He loves his family and especially his little sister. He loves her more than anything. He is sweet, caring and a little shy. He is best friends with Rayyan, Zaheer and Hassan. What will he do when his sister refused to go college and prefer home studying. What will he do when Misha his best friend's wife suggest him to hire a tutor for his sister? What will he do when he comes face to face the person he love? What will he do when he knows about Maryam marrying someone? Did he ever confess his feelings for her or saw her marrying someone? Maryam Mirza is 21 when she moved from California to New York and join final year of college. She is sweet, loving, caring and shy girl. She doesn't like talking to anyone beside her family and 2 friends. She loves her family and especially her Dad. Her friends are Waniya and Misha. Both are married and are happy in their married life. When she finished her college, she is ready to do the job even though her Dad didn't like it. She loves kids and was excited to give tuitions to someone Misha tell her about. What she will do when she know the girl she is going to give tuitions was the sister of Shehryaar. The person she secretly loves. What she will do when she know about the marriage, her parent fix to her childhood friend and her Dad best friend's son Saim? Will she marry Saim or run away from everyone? A lot more is coming up in their love story. To know about it you have to read it. For new readers, I suggest you to read Book 1 first because maybe you didn't understand characters or some incident in this books that will be related to book 1. *Warning Spellings and Grammatical Mistakes so Read it on your own risk*

this story is named AT FIRST GLANCE.its a story of how love happend I hope u like it.lav ya all