Why? I know I don't deserve it, but please... if only I could go back... I gave up every thing for him, even sacrificing my own son's happiness and love for me...yet, why? If I could go back, I would not do it again. I would not fall madly for him again.

Nelo didn't have a choice, never really did. But now, now he's stuck in a loveless mating as a bargaining chip, waiting for his Alpha like a mistress rather than his husband. Warning: this book contains sensitive topics such as non-con/rape. If this is a trigger, do not read.

What would you feel if for the first time in your 29 years on earth and after so many bloody trials called blind dates, you would meet your potential love interest but died in the end? You: Your grandpa! There were so many people jaywalking in the street! Why chose me, this innocent passerby at the sidewalk?! Certain Grandpa (Truck): ... (Don't blame me. I'm just a prop.) You: My fling, my boyfriend, my husband, my future love life! This maiden still wants to experience her cherry blossoms! System: Host, do you want to live again?

He plays LOL every single day and locks himself inside his room all day. He wasn't a rich third generation boy or anything and earn little money just enough for his apartment rent, junk food, and LOL. He dropped out of school after getting his highschool diploma, since he didn't have enough money to continue on to college. Then somehow he attracted a system and that system tricked him into transmigration! First Day System: "You must like LOL a lot." MC: "Yes, now can you shh for a moment. You are making me die." Second Day System: "Looks like you play it everyday." MC: "Yes, so what do you want? You have been bothering for a while already. *sigh*" Third Day System: "Are you aware that with your looks you can become a model? And not just any normal model, you can become the top. How about you stop playing that game and go earn for a living?" MC: "Can you stop bothering me and go away? ...You made me died again!" System: "Okay...If you say 'yes' eight more times then I will "definitely" leave you alone "forever"." MC who was focus on playing LOL and is currently killing an enemy champion: "Dude that's easy, you should have ask me that on the first day you appear. Well... yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes. Done." System: *chuckles softly trying to hold in its laughter* "Too late now that you have say 'yes' ten times now hehe, you will have to go with me through ten worlds or else you will have to experience the most painful death which is...getting 3000 slices all over your body...then deep into your bones." Heh it was good that its been reading tons of novels. There wasn't any punishment if the person didn't agree. But...hehe...he doesn't know that. MC: "You tricked me! Y-you-! System: "Good luck~ I will be sending you now. Shall tell you what you have to do once you enter the first world."

Transmigration? A scheming fifth sister? A weak and a coward eldest daughter? Cultivation, power, and imperial family? Oh come on, she only have a quarter of Chinese blood so why the hell she was in a Chinese novel-like era? Never mind, she'll just conquer it like how she conquered her old world where she became the Mafia Queen.

April is a very beautiful girl and because of her beauty she always think herself as someone who is above everyone. The boss ask her hand for marriage and she readily accepted even with a contract deal that says 'no feelings attach' she ignores it and believe that she can make the boss loves her with her beauty alone. The day before she enter her husband house she dream a dream. She entered her husband's house. Met the husband's child in his previous relationship. She treated him coldly thinking he will be a hindrance when she had her own baby. Night after night she waited for the man but he never visit her in her separate room to him. The man warn her about treating the child kindly but only it made her infuriate. She cause the child an accident when she pushed him on the stairs. It's a minor accident but the man throw her out so easily. He even block her way and blacklisted her so she won't be able to crawl back. She can't even apply a decent work. She has to leave her apartment. She has to go back to her parents house that is tiny, and for her the place is so down graded, because it is polluted by scums. She has to work as a service crew and a part time cashier. From riches to rags. She grits her teeth. If she can only turn back time. She will not pursue a love that is hopeless. She rather act as a good baby sitter. In that way not only will her contract husband will give her money so she can remove her parents in that old house. She can gain the trust and love of the future heir of her husband business empire. Somehow she really is stupid not to think of that plan. When she wake up she realize that she is back before she messed up. She is still a beautiful girl who just got married and haven't seen her 'son' yet. She beams. Though she is not much of a woman, she who has a lot of experience baby sitting. With a new profound determination to get more money for herself and her family she stands up and pack her things. ♡♡My original work♡♡

She was just a typical woman, she loves her family, has a stable job she loves and a cat who doesn't love her. Everything would have been perfect only if she didn't die. When she thought she was dead, she woke up and found out she became a baby...and a male at that! " It's fine, I'll get over this trauma soon and wake up." Or so she thought until she realized her name, 'Ethan Alphonse' was too familiar. " No this isn't the novel...is it? " " Isn't it more common in this troupe to be reincarnated as the villainess or heroine? Why the heck am I the male villain!?!!! " *UPDATES DAILY*

I never knew that love could be this destructive. Simply loving him could brought me so much pain and disaster. I longed for him that I coud not come to understand that our fate could never be intertwined and we are not destined to be together. In Capital letters "WE ARE NOT MEANT FOR EACH OTHER" Everything I did was for him. Just this once when will he look at me the way look he at 'her' but no it could never ever happen. There was no space for myself to squeeze in. It has to be 'her' and will always be 'her'. It was then too late for regret. No room for guilt. Yes I admit that I dont deserve death but death came knocking at my door. Unexpectadly at my final moments I was given a chance. A chance to enjoy life once more Date Started: September 14, 2019 Date Completed: ........................................................................ Authors note: Original story. Be reminded that english is not my first language. You will all encounter a lot of wrong grammars and spelling. Slow update. Thank you for reading. Edit: I revised the intro but everything is still the same. Chapters will be edited from time to time if there's a need for correction. Credits to google for the pic