This Is My Life

I don't write stories, i do write songs though. This is new to me but I feel like i can exspress my feelings in this way and say my story. So feel free to read:)

polarize // phan

"the world isn't just black and white, you know." the year is 1994. philip lester has been brought up with the most religious of ideals, in a highly christian household. he attends church every sunday, says grace at the dinner table nightly, prays as often as possible, and wouldn't ever dream of disobeying his parents...

tinder // phan (on hold)

in which an awkward, love-seeking dan accidentally swipes right. copyright; © 2017 @sullensivan

Take Me Away | Phan

Dan does not have a great home life with something deeper than just abuse. Most people don't care for him and he thinks getting away with someone who breaks into his house will help.... But will it actually make him happy leaving with this stranger or will it make things more complicated when he starts to feel things...

notes ☠ phan [done]

some people say leaving notes in someone's locker is slightly weird. for dan, this is the most normal thing he's ever done *lowercase intended* •trigger warning• [COMPLETED ON AUGUST 4, 2016]

fairy floss // phan au

"aw are you guys dating?" "not yet" ♡⚣♡ sequel to ferris wheel

ferris wheel // phan au

"would it be weird if i said i was thinking about you?" "no, it'd be quite fitting, since i was thinking about you too" ♡⚣♡ in which two strangers sit next to each other on a ferris wheel

Matching My Marks ~ Phan Soulmate AU

Imagine a world where every mark on your skin is put on your soulmates skin as well. Cool right? Phil thinks so, but Dan thinks it could be farther from the truth. Cover by @Ellsthenerd

secret soulmates // phan

some people are blessed with a soulmate. dan howell is one of them. dan is an ordinary boy. when he turns 15 years old, he starts hearing a voice inside his head. the voice of his soulmate.. ..and dan does not even realize what is about to happen next. *trigger warning* self harm, eating disorder, abuse

Royalty

~Prince!Dan, Soulmate AU~ Dan only has a year to get married, and his parents have arrange several balls to give him a chance to meet eligible women. The only problem is, during the first night, he meets his soulmate. And his soulmate is a boy. Ranked #6 in Phanfiction

Falling for you (phan)

Mr Lester is just an everyday history teacher, but when one of his students, Dan Howell, starts to fail his class, he finds out there's an unusual reason why.

stripper ☻ phan

when phil lays eyes on one specific stripper things get heated -idea for this fic given to me by the ever so wonderful @bethseuphoria

Psych Testing (phan)

[COMPLETED] This journal belongs to: DAN If found: Don't look inside, ever. It's mine and Doctor Linder said so.

stand in//phan au

softgrowl: talk to me im lonely guys my kik is in my bio dandelionwatch: hi ~~~~~ the cover is made by the wonderful @hovvell

drop dead ; phan

"because as you know all too well, my dear phil, i sometimes want you to just drop dead." "ah, but you see, the feeling is mutual, howell." |serialkiller!phil x depressed!dan| |lowercase intended|

Violins And Cookies (Phan AU)

E D I T I N G Dan has a new neighbor. His new neighbor Phil who happens to be an insomniac who loves playing the violin in the dead of the night, baking cookies and who also has a cat who spends half of her time in Dan's house. Dan finds Phil very annoying but he really can't resist those blue-green eyes...

butterflies & hurricanes // phan

the tale of the prettiest street pianist phil lester had ever laid his eyes on and how he madly fell in love with him.

2009 ; phan

where blue eyes can't admit to falling in love with brown. or phil is dan's idol, and cannot stop thinking about him. they start talking, and decide to meet. but what happens when they meet, and a certain feeling changes phil's life? {lowercase intended. some text form, some not.}

showbiz // phan

the one where the owner of a fashion boutique falls for a struggling actor with a notorious side job. // completed 10|03|17 // hughest ranking; #1 in #phanfiction // tw; none

fashion blogger, book one // phan (EDITING)

in which dan is way too passionate over different pieces of fabric and phil has a past that haunts him // completed 19|12|16 // highest rank: #59 in fanfiction (thank you!) // tw; homophobia, slight mental health issues

CAMBOY | PHAN AU

THIS FIC IS CURRENTLY NOT BEING UPDATED Phil is in need of some money and sometimes the best way to get it is to the do harder jobs. Model!Phil & Harsh!Howell || HIGHEST RANK: 52 in fan fiction ||

sent ➳ phan

New Kik message from dannyfire! dannyfire: hey dannyfire: i think i have a crush on you ©howellize 2016

SUPER RICH KIDS | PHAN

phan // in which a rich kid meets a cute homeless boy who has something he needs

The Textbook - Phan

It's my first fanfic, I'm sorry in advance. Basically a high school au where Dan and Phil are in different French classes, and the school has a limited budget, so they have to share textbooks with someone in another class. Surprise (you guessed it) Dan and Phil end up sharing, and Phil leaves himself little notes in t...

camping

[complete] what happens at camp, stays at camp ; copyright © 2016

it started like this (phan)

2018!Dan and Phil arrive at their hotel after their first show.

baby blue :: phan

a daring 17 year old boy becomes flustered over a married man fem!dan daddy AF!phil

Colorful | Phan | Completed

"Reason number one not to fall in love with Phil Lester, he speaks in colors." ~ Dan Howell is in his last year of high school when, thanks to a bet, he is forced to prove to his friend how easy it is to not fall in love with somebody who cares for the stars more than he cares for himself. Who's crazy plans always see...

skype ➸ phan

You Have A New Notification From Skype

Royal Love

Taking place in Medieval Times, Prince Daniel falls in love with his servant Philip and is determined to make their relationship work.