[Completed] Book 1 of the CRASH trilogy. Still reeling from the death of her parents, Smith finds herself in a dangerous situation after an unexpected encounter. Her life quickly spirals out of control, but will she get herself out before it's too late? AU. Trigger warning. Mature content. Achieved:- #1 in Billieeilish #1 in Billie #1 in Billiefanfic #1 in Ilomilo #2 in girlxgirl #4 in LGBT

sat·is·fac·tion /ˌsadəsˈfakSH(ə)n/ (n) fulfillment of one's wishes, expectations, or needs, or the pleasure derived from this. [continued variation of 'misunderstood'] after a series of ups and down, billie and madelyn have finally reached a state of euphoria. everything was perfect and the two of them planned on keeping it that way. as they grow older, notable, life-altering events take place and billie couldn't be happier to share them with her soulmate by her side. "there is chance of pure happiness for every individual." {lowercase intended short stories}

Rowan, a girl of a coy and passive nature, did not expect to be flung into someone else's life so abruptly- and graphically at that. It could have been anyone, but for a reason unknown to her, the universe chose her. The life she stepped into belonged to another girl, that to Rowan's dismay, was unaware of how prized of a possession she truly was. She did not value every breath she took or even the supple skin on her body. But her helpless soul was not to blame. Billie struggled with a list of issues doctors of all kinds were unable to diagnose. Everyday was a fight against her conscience and she feared, a day would come in which she would lose. In a way, the pair were star-crossed. Rowan knew the severity of Billie's situation and her undeniable inability to be helped, but still, she could never forgive herself if she had turned a blind eye and walked away after that single, dark and rainy night. She often questioned whether or not her actions were fueled by an honorable sense of selflessness or its much more complicated counterpart- selfishness.

A short story exploring the relationship between young Eilish and older Catherine. The story takes an insightful look into the dynamics often appearing in relationships with significant age gaps and the deception, manipulation, and enticement that accompanies it. Billie Eilish, a freshman collegian, takes up a babysitting job in an effort to create a dent in her student loans. A wealthy mom in a less-than-perfect marriage accepts Billie's offer and agrees to pay her generously for tending to her ten-year-old son, Benjamin. She quickly grows fond of Eilish and the two become dangerously close. Is there fate doomed from the start?

angel monarch, a world famous poet, gets asked to help write a song with finneas o'connell and billie eilish after moving to new york. the only problem is, angel's identity is hidden. writing a song proves pretty difficult but they make it work. over the weeks angel catches feelings, but it's okay because billie is never gonna discover her real identity, right?

Two girls. Two lifestyles. One locker filled with a compelling secret. "Who would have thought one little locker would unveil so much" she asked me as we found ourselves intertwined in each others embrace. My fingers found their way through her coiled hair as she laid on top of me. I took a deep breath before saying, "I'm lucky it did" I spoke. "We would have been dead a long time ago if it hadn't" I finished, watching as her eyes now scanned over my entire being. I didn't understand how, but Locker 265 saved my life.

The average person is led to believe college junior, Billie O'Connell lacks commitment, manners and even morals in some cases. The 21 year-old frequently tends to spend her time at parties, doing drugs of limited kind, or participating in hook-up culture. Her character is challenged one Monday morning at a cross walk, when a cane hits her leg. That cane just so happened to belong to Julia Morales, a younger woman currently learning to cope with losing her vision. Hesitant at first, Billie opens her heart and joins Julia in her journey. (G!P)

billie eilish texts the wrong number and never expects her to discover the real identity of the weirdo sending her messages.

[g!p] olive, a house wife with no friends, decides to join a gym. her husband doesn't seem to care, especially when he's hiding a secret life of his own, which olive has yet to discover. when she meets billie, will olive be able to escape the abuse and discover what real love feels like?

In a recent interview, tired and mentally drained, world renowned music artist, Billie Eilish recalls being "lost in the darkness" as she rose to fame. Although Billie is hesitant to admit it aloud, the soft-spoken Czech interviewer sees right through her and believes that period of her life never truly ended. Haven been quickly emotionally attached, Billie can't seem to stay away from the older woman and has yet to figure out why...