tordmatt. i made this because dear starboy got taken down. and the memory of reading it haunts me. that story really shifted something in my fucking brain. it made me want to die. it taught me to never get my hopes up. i still struggle with it today. no this is not tomtord this is tordmatt. i feel, this will be a different experience, because of matts reaction to tord destroying everything. this will be an emotional story.