Sequel to 'Don't look down' Please read the first book if you haven't already! -------------------------------- We were all effected by what happened that night. Whether it's the burden it left on your shoulders or the guilt that wears your soul, the impact is there. It eats away at your insides while you sit there in excruciating pain. You are wonder if you're ever going to hear his voice again...his laugh or his smile. How I feel is overwhelming in the most pathetic way. I'd like to think that Gerard and Mikey have it worse, constantly arguing with themselves about whether it's their fault or not. They blame themselves, as always and I'm starting to wonder if this whole thing is going to drive us mad. I honestly think that what scares me the most is not knowing. It kills me inside! We can't afford to lose our friend. In a way, we've already lost ourselves. I can't handle losing anyone else... *I decided to make edits to this when I'm bored. I've only done chapter 1 lol. Thanks for reading!*

from june to august, a camp was held for teens ages 14 to 17. it was a camp created for aspiring musicians. it was divided into two, vocals and instruments. first fanfiction rip? trigger warnings***