After graduating high school and getting his own place, Mo Guan Shan struggles with depression and anxiety grows bigger. His mom doesn't know about it and he especially doesn't want He Tian to find out. What happens when he begins to think about suicide and his world suddenly isn't as colorful as he wanted it to be? What happens when his willpower to live starts to deteriorate and why does Jian Yi keeps wanting to help him?

A story where Izuku Midoriya loved Villains instead of heroes. He aimed to be the number one Villain amongst all! Izuku wanted despair, war, pain, death, torture etc. Yet her mother didn't care, she still loved her child for who he is no matter what. But how can he tolerate the fact that his childhood friend Bakugou wanted to be the number one hero too? The fact that a kid who loved villains are odd for the people? Read how Midoriya turn to a number one Villain of all time. To defeat hope and spread despair.

It started with a school festival idea. An idea that involved Izuku's secret. When the class notice his odd hurry, what will they discover of their cinnamon sun student? What secrets has he been hiding? Who really is Izuku 'Deku' Midoriya?