In which a girl has a big crush on the basketball player, min yoongi but she has a secret admirer who has been giving bottles of banana milk with sticky notes every day to her. Highest rank: #1 in rapmonster #3 in bangtan #4 in yoongi *please don't translate this book to any language.

I wish I never met you, because of you I'm letting you inside. I know you will destroy me and leave me broken, but I can't help but feel free when I'm with you. Let me know if you will hurt me, even if you will I'll enjoy the pain you bring me even if its just for a while. Kim Solbi has grew up watching her father live in lies with her mother. The late nights and sudden phone calls. Watching her mother cry late at night knowing what her father was doing with other women has led young Solbi to believe that all men are the same That love is not real. That all men cannot be trusted. Until Min Yoongi the wild youngster with a dark pass enters her life. Can he break down her walls or will he corrupt her?

One day, your best friend Yoongi starts to become distant and closes himself off from you without any explanation. Will your friendship of over 10 years wither away or will you two become closer than you thought possible? BOOK 1^ Sequel- Forever and always.