Jungkook loved his Hyungs more than anything in the world. But maybe they didn't feel the same way... There were things that they didn't know about him. Things that Jungkook kept to himself. He never said anything about his abusive father. He never said anything about the voices in his head. He was afraid of being ridiculed and made to feel abnormal. But that's what he was. Right? Abnormal. Unloved. Deceitful. Incapable of being shown affection. It was too late for Jungkook. Wasn't it? ❗️TW❗️ This story will contain topics such as: - Abuse/past child abuse - Self-harm! - Rape/non-con! & attempted rape! - boy x boy - Smut - Homophobia! - Cursing - Homophobic slurs - Eating disorders! - Graphic depictions of violence - Panic Attacks - Anxiety - Depression - PTSD - Suicide/ Suicide Attempts --- If you find any of these topics triggering then please don't take the risk! While I do want a lot of people to read this story, your well being is more important than how many reads/ votes my book gets. Take care of yourself and feel free to private message me if you need to talk or if you have any questions/recommendations regarding the story 😊💜💜

"my body is a canvas and this blade is a paintbrush." where park jimin is suffering from depression, and his band members are blind to his misery. or so he thought. containing the following ships: • jikook • namjin • sope lower case intended. warnings: depressive thoughts self hate self harm eating disorders suicide attempt wait how the hell did it get to #1 on jikook-

Warning: Depression, suicidal thoughts, and harm First story ever made "It's ok. I'm Fine" Jungkook suffers with depression. He's been stressed and pressured ever since they have earned fame. It doesn't help either when the hyung's are too busy to notice. Will they find out what's wrong with jungkook before it's too late.

THIS STORY HAS BEEN DISCONTINUED!! Sorry :( ~~ Jungkook has always struggled with depression and takes any hate about himself being a member of bts to the extreme, including harming himself to take away his inner pain. What will happen when others in bts start to find about his problems and new problems start to arise within the members? ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I felt like every tear I had cried in the last three years came back tenfold. I let my shirt fall as he brought me into his chest letting me get his shirt soaked with my crying. I could feel him start to rub my back again but I felt as if I wasn't even there. All I could focus on was the fact that I just showed the person that I had such growing feelings for something I never wanted him to know about for the rest of my life. Thinking about all of this just made me cry harder and harder until I was sobbing as I clutched onto the balled up shirt for dear life, feeling as if my world was just shattering around me at this very moment. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ WARNING: does include self harm and thoughts of suicide, do not read if you are easily triggered