what if connor never died what if he had a plan.....a plan to do something terrible but one small thing changers connors life and evans life....if it happens...then....everything will change

"touch me there, and there, and there," Treebros is cast in Heathers. TRIGGER WARNING: Abusive relationship is present in this fic. Please proceed with caution, trigger warnings will be evident on some chapters.

Everyone at school had always seen Connor as a freak with extreme anger problems. At the beginning of 9th grade he became the school stoner and still is, but Connor had a huge and quite odd secret that only his family knows. He distanced himself from others, had no friends, and was extremely lonely and depressed, but that all might change when he meets Evan Hansen.

Evan is starting his first year of college. At least he won't be completely alone, he had his friend he made last year in high school. Unfortunately though he didn't get roomed with any of them. Alana and Zoe got roomed together and Jared go roomed with some other kid. Evan is panicking about his room mate. Will he get a good room mate? Will they become friends or will they be enemies? I guess we'll see from here. Hey hope you enjoy my story. My posting schedule is Tuesdays and Fridays so stay tuned. Sincerely, Me (😏)

"love can't save me." ⚠️ TW for suicide and mental illness - unfinished & no plans to return -

Relationship: Connor Murphy X Evan Hansen

in which evan and connor meet at a lgbtq+ support group. ⚠️ TW for self harm mentions, descriptions of dysphoria and transphobia [on hiatus/slow updates]

Warnings: Attempted suicide. Evan really did let go of the branch.

"woah hansen, breathe." evan struggled for air, attempting to focus only on what the boy knelt in front of him was saying. he let out a strangled sob and his eyes clouded with tears, he could no longer see connor but he could feel the boys grip wrapped around his forearms. he channelled all his thoughts to that contact between him and connor, and began to find a steady breathing pattern to follow. deep breath in, 1-2-3-4, and out, 1-2-3-4. 'don't pass out, evan, don't pass out', he told himself. in, 1-2-3-4, out, 1-2-3-4. and before long, he was back, connor searching his eyes for some kind of sign that the attack was over, his face etched with concern. "that's it, just breathe." - lowercase intended. read the first chapter for triggers and other notes💗

.:{Soulmate au where you're soulmate sees whatever you write on your arms and you're colorblind until you kiss your soulmate}:. Dear Evan Hansen, Your soulmate doesn't exist. There is no happiness for you in this life. You're a useless burden. No one would care if you just.........Disappeared.