** and so, the legacy I leave behind when I shuffle off this mortal coil is that of a footnote in a brain leak episode. ah. mental. speaking of, I'd like to formally apologise as a now 22 year old woman for my extremely mentally unwell teenage self being the poster child for parasocial attachments and that manifesting itself into writing incessantly about actual people! if you ever do come back to this, Ethan, I beg of you not to read this girthy monstrosity on a stream or read it ever actually, but if you force my hand to gouge out my own eyes and ears then so be it. "some of these chapter titles are really funny" yeah man I've got jokes. I've HAD jokes. and on your podcast, I WAS the joke (in a lighthearted and funny way dw fuck you guys but also dw it's not serious fuck you). that aside, I'm eternally grateful to you and Sean - and don't click onto my account to see any content about him either or I will bring a snickers to a fight (I won't sorry that's really mean) - for being the reasons for a smile on my face that was pretty hard to come by, back then. thank you for being here for more people than you'll ever know, and giving us so much of your time. you are both very lovely and I'll always adore your content; keep it leaky fellas x ** Some imagines about the not-so-blue boy! (I wrote these in like 2017/2018 and havent added any since, so these are a little outdated in terms of references and stuff. it might say I've updated it recently, but that's purely to add necessary trigger warnings cuz at the time those werent really included. also, if Ethan EVER does a fanfiction video and sees these...no u didnt ✨😌✨) Book cover by: @lazzyleni - COMPLETED -

(y/n) was a simple girl. She lived a hard life at home with her parents. She was abused from a young age and was never allowed out. Her family lived far away from the real world so (y/n) never knew vampires even existed. When her 18th birthday hits she runs from home . She find her way to a big city but that's when everything goes wrong. She gets kidnapped and brought to a human auction house. Little does she know what her new life will be like with her new Vampire Master. This book will definitely have smut so if youre under the age of like 16 then please don't read it. (The smut will be BDSM type stuff , but it wont be too hard core. )

The apocalypse was always thought to happen. But when it did happen, no one was prepared. Humanity died down far too quickly and finding someone alive was rare. (___) is alone. Until she meets him, that is. This is a story taking placing during a zombie apocalypse: Violence and language -You have been warned-

The title says it all. Just smutshots with the most adorablest smol bean in the world. But if it's still unclear just read the book.

"As a teen, you're expected to be mature. You're pressured to do everything right, all the time. Yet, you seem to not care about any of that. How come?" His green eyes met mine, a smile making their way onto his lips. "Guess I can't act my age." Disclaimer: Ethan has Autism in this fan fiction. If you get offended by how he or anyone else acts, you can leave. Please don't start drama in the comments!

After going through multiple hellish relationships and being pushed away by the one person you want to spend your life with, it amazes you to find someone new and better than any of the others. Warning: Some strong language.

It's all over now darling.

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... and right when he finished the last syllable to the last word, she smiled. Ethan Nestor doesn't understand the realms of relationships, maybe never will. So when a particular brunette catches his eye at a party, he can't seem to forget the way she made him feel. Because the feeling was foreign, different, and incredibly spontaneous. And that's all it took, just one smile for him to forget everything.