"For when the sunset turns turns to gold, the waters run and there you'll be - a hand to hold, sitting here, at the end of the world with me;" -Lucy Pevensie, 1953; 'Poems Of A Lost World' "Do you ever feel out of place in the spot you're supposed to call home? I do all of the time, maybe that's the very reason I am so attached to living in a different reality." {He kissed me like we were never going to see each other again. "Why does it feel like you're saying goodbye Freddie?" I asked him while looking into those eyes the color of gold, a sunset I could look at all day. A cold pinkie hooked onto mine. "I kiss you like I'm saying goodbye every time Phoenix, because I don't know what tomorrow brings, and if I die in this war I want to be able to say that the last day I lived I still got to kiss the two most wonderful people I've ever met."} {I never imagined I would be here, staring up at the star filled sky, wrapped up in blankets that have been permanently warmed, in the arms of not one, but two people I love more than life itself. I never imagined that love could feel like this.} This book does contain smut (starts around year 4/5) trigger warning for self harm, depression, talks of suicide, and some dark themes, which is why I put mature rating. This book is being written about my Hogwarts DR (Golden trio era) of course all Harry potter characters belong to the writer of the harry potter series, and there are some OC characters from a few amazing fanfics from this app, but other plots and OC's are mine :) this is all from my DR when I shift, I hope ya'll enjoy it <3