"Why do you do that?" he gulps. I feel my breath hitch in my throat. "It helps me keep control of the I way feel inside." "Promise you'll never do this again?" he asks. "Promise," I say, hiding my two chubby fingers that are crossed behind my back. ⚠️TW⚠️ eating disorders, sexual assault, self harm, suicide attempts, body dysmorphia. Do not read if you are sensitive to these topics. ⚠️

Samantha and Shawn have been dating for 4 years it's been really hard for Samantha because of the haters and she doesn't handle them well because of past experiences with bullies. Once shawn goes away for a month and left Samantha all alone how did she handle it? She cut herself because she felt alone. Then when he comes home and find out he tries his best to help her. His mom knows that something is wrong she will try and find out sooner or later once they meet up for lunch one day and Samantha spills everything they want to get her help but shawn won't let her what will she do next?!?!

Avalynn Jackson, was bullied, and unaccepted by many people. They say not to judge a book by it's cover. To escape the bullying problem in America, she goes to live with her Aunt in England. And soon enough becomes a part of one of the biggest turning points in her life. But not everything on a note card is what it seems. Baking can be a wonderful creation or a living nightmare with a twist.(Read Prologue for original Story Line)