broken; 1. having been fractured or damaged and no longer in one piece or in working order 2. (of a person) having given up all hope; despairing Broken. That's the only word Phil Lester can describe himself. He's fractured, damaged, and has given up all hope on himself. It's not his fault he is so hurt, so alone, and so far gone. All he wants is to make friends, feel loved, live a normal life, and too be happy. Unfortunately no matter where he goes or who he encounters, there is always someone there breaking him down and pushing him further down a dark hole he can't seem to escape from. He is at his breaking point and doesn't know how much longer he can hold on for. Will anyone ever notice the pain he suffers and finally decide to help him or will he always be on his own? When someone does notice, will it be too late to save him from the demons that have already imprinted a huge heart aching mark on his fragile and broken mind? ✖️Warning✖️ This story includes self harming, thoughts of suicide, suicide sttempt, mature language, boyxboy, bullying, abuse, and other things that might not be suitable for a younger audience!

Dan gets saved from an oncoming truck that would have taken his life if he wasn't pulled back at the last second. After being saved he suddenly can see numbers floating above everyone he passes by and quickly figured out that those numbers represent the lifespan of that person counting down in seconds. He finds someone who's numbers are lower than everyone else's and realizes he is going to die within a couple of hours. He choices to stay with him as he watches the numbers count down, and hopefully by the time those numbers reach 0, he will be able to stop whatever is going to kill him and save his life.

You are a popular singer who happens to be Phil Lester's younger sister! When you meet Dan, his tall and sarcastic flatmate, will you develop feelings for the guy, or will the whole thing go down in flames? **NOTE** This started off very cringey and I'm so, so apologetic. Also, how tf did this story get so long...? Jfc (Story is intended for a female reader. Other genders may change the pronouns and some words, but it will get complicated. I'm very sorry)

❝anything hurts less than the quiet.❞

"Because, maybe, if I've said no, we wouldn't be like this. At all."

After Y/n left her abusive relationship everything started to look up for her. She moved in with their best friend, her channel started to blossom. Loving the taste of freedom only became sweeter once she met Dan Howell. Upon meeting him she knew he'd bring her happiness, but didn't expect the happiness he'd bring would last.

You are a college student living in the United States. Your roommate is Colleen Ballinger, whom is currently your best friend. Who is your favourite YouTuber, you ask? Why, it's Daniel James Howell. And one day he notices you, despite your doubts, and you become friends. When you develop feelings for him, you struggle to fight them. Dan doesn't feel the same. But if and when you both do, will it work despite the distance?

[COMPLETED] October 2009, Phil kissed me for the first time.

One Way; a phanfiction about the consequences of love. TW: abuse, minor mention of depressive thoughts. I don't recommend reading if you're easily triggered by things like these.

Dan was a teenage boy who was a bit awkward and not the most popular person. He was happy, but not the happiest he could be. That was until he was told about a certain YouTuber who changes his life forever. A FICTIONAL story of how Phan became what it is today. This is a safe Phan fiction with no triggers (although if anyone disagrees be sure to let me know).