What would you do if your love of life says. . . . . . "I love you but I love hurting you more" ~~~~ 'Dear diary, 12 December 2016 It hurts....' ~~~~ Most chapters will be in a form of a Diary Entry. Some chapters are EXTREMELY short while others are comparatively long. ~~~~ A Jeon Jungkook Fanfiction🧡 ~~~~ Started: 13 August 2017 Ended: 24 November 2017 ~~~~ HAPPY READING🌈🦋 ~~~~ A story by Kay :)

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The man pulled my neck harshly over to his side and slammed my head onto a wall as I hear jinso's cries on the side... I couldn't move... My arms were weak compared to the man and I only had one person in my mind. " sweety.... What did you say earlier?" He smirked as he leans in closer to my face. My soon the cries and muffles that I hear was replaced with a huge ringing in my ear. The man stares into my eyes and caress my cheek. " are you heartbroken that he doesn't love you?" He pouted sarcastically. " aww... Is someone sad?" He added. I coughed as his hand squeezed me to the point I couldn't hear. My throat was burning in pain as a picture of Jungkook popped in my head... The only time he smiles genuinely..... He suddenly threw my body towards a wall as I fell down numb. He came towards me and smirk. " your a tough one huh?" He kicks my stomach. " l-let her g-go" I manage to say as I catch my breath. " why should I?" He crossed his hands over his chest. I leaned my head against the floor. " I-I'll offer you me..... a-and you l-let her go." I coughed out blood. " ah~ why would you? I thought you like kookie? Why leave him." He crouched down to see my eyes in the dimly lighted warehouse. " I-I love him....." I choked as I held my chest. It hurts so bad.. All this pain.... " mhm. You do? Then why would you save her? When you can just offer her to me?" He asked. I glared at him before turning my gaze to her. " s-she's the one w-who puts a smile o-on his face....." I stammered as it was getting hard to talk. My tears flowed down my eyes as I said those painful words. " s-she makes h-him happy. And i would do anything... J-just to s-see that s-smile o-of his." I fight to open my eyes as I felt blood dripping from my head. " I'll do anything... F-for him..... Even i-if I-it cost me m-my life....."

Jungkook and y/n have been into a relationship for as long as they can remember. They soon decide to conceal this bond by marrying each other. Everything was going well until y/n finds out the truth about the Jeon family and she decides to run away on the day of their wedding. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Warning: smut/mature theme 🔞 Do not plagiarize. HR- #24 in mature themes ❤ #2 in Jungkookffs Started- 26th March '18 Ended- 3rd June '18

"You're still a long way from hell." He said calmly. "So what will it be, barbie?"

❝ i'm not attracted to you, jeon jungkook. ❞ in a flash, jungkook's hands roughly gripped my waist and backed me up against the wall. i could suddenly feel every inch of his body gently hovering against mine, and involuntarily let out a whimper. upon hearing my reaction, he leaned in even closer, his hot breath caressing my face, a smirk dancing on his ridiculously handsome face. "you sure about that, babe?" ▪▪▪ will the arrogant player jeon jungkook fall in love with the new girl? or will the resident singer kim taehyung steal her heart first? || HR: #96 in Fanfiction || {#SerendipityAwards, #TSAwards2018 & #FuchsiaAwards2018} credits to the nut-worthy cover goes to my wifey @YOONGBERRY ❤

"Kiss me." He choked on his drink, gawking over at you instantly, "HUH?!" "You know, mouth to mouth action, maybe a little tongue if you're lucky," you piped grinning smugly. He looked like he had just got hit so far up between his legs as his expression grew pained. "Please tell me you're joking," he said breathless. You grinned, "of course I'm joking." His brows jumped at that as he let out a breathy laugh of relief. "Ahh! Y/N! Not cool." He was smiling as he went in for another sip of his red crush slurpee. You timed your next remark well, smiling like an idiot. "I was joking about the mouth to mouth part," you stated quick, "now your mouth on another set of my lips..." You trailed off and laughed loudly when you practically saw red crush pour out of Jungkook's nostrils. He had snorted the drink. ------------------------ Being set up on a date is hard as it is. But being set up on a date where the boy you're with loves your best friend is even harder-and trust me, being bubbly, cute, and incredibly hilarious doesn't work on him either...but on the other members it certainly does. ------------- (PG-13 for the most part, I'll try my best with warnings if things get a little out of hand aha but hopefully it won't get too explicit) ------------- Cover was made by the sweetest, @BABYGIRLSANA on wattpad! Thank you so much Liz!!

highest rank #1 @ jimin ~~~~~~~~ A boy named Park Jimin lives in Seoul. He was cruel, mean, abussive, etc but all of those things have reasons behind it. He may look very dangerous but he has a very big scar on his heart that no one can stich. One day everything changed when he made a mistake and felt different about it. He doesnt know what was happening to him until his mom told him that he maybe changing. Its hard for him to accept it but he has to. He doesnt want to be the bad guy anymore but would it be easy for him to fix things up? Read and find out the story behind his/they're past.

Sooo I started this series and I'm actually kinda happy with it. I hope other people like it as much as I do (if not, even more so). As always, this will be on my Instagram @dreaming.of.oppa EDIT: Oh my god. Y'all actually like this? Here I am, rereading it 2 years after writing it and I want to GOUGE my eyes out. It's so cringy and I'm sO sorry. I want to rewrite this story, make it readable. Please don't read this thinking this is how I still write, how my mind still functions. Because I promise you I've improved. Read at your own risk, but please know I WILL be rewriting this to make it amazing like I originally planned. I love y'all for the support ❤️

- that selfie was so hot, park jimin!!!?? tf u want?- - i want to ride you so bad, daddy ew... kys - || txts and chapters || dirty and kinky || a little angst || completed