❝..I just want you back, but I can't have that, can I?❞

i am almost 18 i wrote this in 5th grade please stop reading this it is awful 😭 you grew up in london. it was time that you moved to a different flat. you have a flat mate, your best friend. you grew up together. you've been a big phan of dan and phil for years. you've always had a crush on phil. you thought it was crazy you grew up in the same city. you didn't think you would ever meet dan and phil. but why did he choose you?

I knew that being up this late was a bad idea. Staying up until 6 am and having to go to uni at 9. Not very smart of me. Yet, I did it every night. This night was different though. I started talking to him and what makes it any different than any other night was that he actually replied. He replied and didn't stop replying. ©TheMeganHowell 2014

When you enter your favorite coffee shop and order your coffee, you notice a guy outside looking in through the window your sitting in. When you notice you almost have a heart attack. He starts to laugh. 'What did you get?' He mouths. 'caramel frappe' you mouth back. As he walks in, he orders the same and sits across from you. ************** Cover by Doodles14

You move to London and the first day of being in your own you met him! But you were broken and you didn't realise that he was just crazy enough to fix you up.

dear dan, I know you probably won't read this, but I might as well take a chance.

"I'm sorry," he began, stepping forward "I couldn't say this over the phone. I couldn't. I just... I was so happy!" Your face fell, you were sitting here, dreading everything you had ever done, and he was happy. "When you told me, my heart stopped, I - I couldn't speak... I love you (Name.) and I couldn't tell you that, without wanting to touch you, to hold you, to make you mine, and just... just look at you." He sighed, his cheeks beet red, your own matching him style. TRIGGER WARNING TRIGGER WARNING PLEASE DO NOT READ IF YOU ARE EASILY TRIGGERED, WILL HATE, OR ARE SENSTIVE TO TOPICS INVOLVING DEPRESSION/ANXIETY #2 Dan #10 YOUTUBE

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The story of you and Dan. How you met, fell in love blah blah blah. Trust me you guys are adorable together. Cover by @OopsiDaisy

You and Dan are best friends. Honestly, you'd be perfect for each other if you didn't live in two different countries. What happens after a wild time at VidCon when you realize you should be more than just friends? Do you take a chance? Dan Howell x reader Warning for future mentions of rape.