* Book two of "I should feel like:" please read the first one before this. This book focuses on the aftermath of the book being release into the public eye. More importantly, El's mental health. Josh trying to save her by the only thing he knows how to do; love. And if El decides to stay here, with Josh, or go. Rankings: #18 in SuicideAwareness

El never thought as a kid playing with her Barbies that she'd become like this. El never thought that she'd have to write down her feelings to let them out. El definitely didn't expect them to get out for the whole world to see, especially when she wasn't the one who exposed them. El never knew just how big of an impact her letters had on the someone. And the world. [Completed] #92 in Dramatic #105 in Letter #255 in Suicide Awareness