When Virgil lifted his head from his hands, he locked eyes with Princey. He looked shocked and afraid and a million other emotions that swirled together in a jumble of curiosity and confusion. Virgil calmed the panic in his brain quickly enough to stand. "I-I'm just going to-to go..." he whispered, suddenly more interested in his feet than Roman's face. He made his way to the door a few feet away, ignoring the sound of movement behind him. "Virgil, wait!" Roman grabbed onto his wrists, stopping him. Instantly, the anxiety bubbled up inside of him and Virgil's hand began to shake. "Please let me go..." He mumbled, the sound barely audible, even in the uncomfortable silence that hung in the room like smog. "Virge-" "Please..." A single tear dropped from one of his eyes as he squeezed them both shut as tight as he could. Slowly, Roman's grip loosened and Virgil reached for the doorknob, slipping out of the room and into the safety of his own. ATTENTION: This book is undergoing editing. In some places, it's major, like deleting an entire scene, and in others, I need to change wording around because I don't have an editor to tell me that things sound like shit.

TRIGGER WARNING MENTIONS OF SUICIDE, PANIC ATTACKS, AND SELF HARM Anxiety is anxiety and therefore in constant suffering. What happens when the others realise how deep this suffering can get?

BANG BANG BANG Crying, screaming, red, red everywhere "A-Anxiety?" I look terrified at the voice. "Thomas, I'm sorry, please. Thomas I'm so so-sorry." WARNING: This book will be discussing sensitive and triggering topics. I am not an expert in these topics so if there are discrepancies then please feel free to point them out. Triggering topics may include but are not limited to: Suicidal thoughts, Abuse, Cursing, Violence, Blood, Suicidal actions, Bullying, Mental disorder/illness, and others that have yet to be named. If any of that triggers you please don't read for the safety of yourself [Compleated June 7, 2016] (A/N) I wrote this when I was 15, I am sorry for any of my youngers mistakes. I do hope you all still enjoy. *I might edit this in the future if you have an idea for a certain part comment it and I might put it in with credit to you*

**this book does not and will not have triggering content. Anything that mentions or has anxiety or panic attacks in it will be warned at the beginning** THIS BOOK HAS BEEN COMPLETED. I HAVE A NEW BOOK OF SANDERS SIDES ONESHOTS THAT YOU CAN ALSO READ IF INTERESTED. THESE ARE NOT X READERS, BUT SHIPS BETWEEN THE SANDERS' SIDES This was supposed to just be one but now it's three and I'm in too deep to stop writing them now *please see my authors note about requests for what I will and will not write* You can request things. Can't promise I'll do it fast, though. I love most ships and could also just write platonic or just random oneshots with the sides if you wanna see that! I can write for any ships you'd like. Anything you wanna see me write. Please keep in mind when requesting that I am the one writing this, I am allowed to not write something if it makes me uncomfortable or I don't want to. (Hadtosaythiscausepeoplearerudesometimes) Forgive me if this isn't the best. Always love hearing feedback though! Cover was made by LauraPriorLynch. It's awesome!!! It was very nice of them to make it!! The art on the cover was made by Madd-Catter