Niall just kept his head back, staring up at the ceiling, waiting for the next shock of pain. Maybe he was ready to die anyways, maybe it was better. This is what his friends wanted anyways, or were they ever his friends? Then, just a second later, the pain started once again.

"You know what I find interesting?" I looked up at him and shook my head. "Human hands." I gave him a confused look. "Why?" "Because." He looked down at his own hands. "We can use them for so many reasons. We can create or destroy. People like us, the ones who chose to destroy, took it out on our own skin. Leaving behind scars. But you can also take it out on others. Whether physical or mental. But then there are also the creative side to our hands. That's where we are different. I chose to write songs and make music, touching people emotionally. But you, you are good at drawing. You show how you feel through the pictures you make." WARNING: THIS BOOK WILL CONTAIN BOYXBOY CONTENT ALONG WITH MENTIONS OF SELF HARM, SUICIDE AND EATING DISORDERS. IF ANY OF THESE THING WILL BOTHER/TRIGGER YOU THEN PLEASE DON'T READ. ~Highest Rankings~ #58- tronnor #833- troyesivan #80- troye #1- nouishoranson #293- nouis #44- gaymarriage #227- gaypride #803- connor #99- connorfranta

S E Q U E L to Break Up With Your Boyfriend, I'm Bored Sorry if I'm up and down a lot, Sorry that I think I'm not enough, And sorry if I say sorry way too much. You can go ahead and call me selfish, But after all this damage, I can't help it. But what you can trust is I need your touch. or the one where niall craves zayn's touch even after he has left the band and even after the split and zayn calls him needy non-au

Once upon a time, and far away, Niall Horan found himself the ultimate prize in a dangerously high-stakes card game. When the last hand had been revealed, the knowing curl of Zayn Malik's lips told him he had every intention of claiming his winnings... Though no setting could be more beautiful than Malik's private island, to Niall the Aegean Sea was merely a turquoise-hued prison wall. In the Malik house a mistress was expected to know their place and this merciless Pakistani knew exactly where he planned to settle the score... #676 in FanFiction

FINISHED CHECK OUT SEQUEL: NEEDY You could say I'm hatin' if you want to, But I only hate on him 'cause I want you. Say I'm trippin' if you feel like, But you without me ain't right. or the one where niall is innocently in love with zayn, who is in a relationship with liam non-au - band ranked #35 in onedirection ranked #6 in ziall

[Completed + AU] Niall wasn't your typical male. He had a binder around his chest, fair skin and partially hairy legs like a girl. But Niall didn't feel like a girl at all. Ever since he was little, he denied that fact, wanting to become a male, because that's who he thought he was. Whatever it took for him to do that, he would, even if it would provoke people that dislike that fact. If people did, it would hurt, but Niall was a male and nobody was going to change that. Even a football player with an amazing smile. Nobody would persuade him to go back to Natalie Horan. No one would get into his mind and change him. No one. ~*~ Contains: Violence/Abuse, Strong Language, FTM (Female To Male) Transgender, Heavy Drama Cover by: @njhrainbow

nobody but you body but me body but us bodies together

Niall was constantly made fun of by his family, friends and piers about his weight,appearance and personality. They always claimed it was teasing or playful critic. Didn't mean it hurt any less. Niall was 11 when a blade was drag over his skin.He was smart about it,cutting when he was alone, leaving cuts over his thighs. Never did Niall get to comfortable, always wore sweatpants.The weather in England was perfect,never did he have to wear shorts. Liam is a typical high school student,got fairly good grades,his friends were nice people;idiots at times but still nice people. Niall is at the park, sitting in a tree.Looking out at the sunset,his mind going blank. Liam,a boy he only knew from math class,call out for him.Noticing the tree was old and slightly unstable.Niall jumps as he hears the voice, the tree tips slightly. "Please come down"He yells "You'll get hurt." "I already am "Niall whisper ~Written by Niamlovechildren~ *i legit made this when I was 13 so it's so cringy and emo.So stop commenting relating to the cringe because I'm over all of the things mentioned, thanks :)*

"Ten seconds," Liam spat at the smaller person, sternly. Niall looked up at the older man and blinked twice before he replied as non-shaky as possible. "O-okay." The fake-blond bit into the other's neck as softly as he could. Liam started to count. "One... Two... Three... Four... Five... Six..." Pause. "I think that's enough," he spoke once more. He pushed Niall's face away and stood up, leaving. or the one where humans and vampires were bonded together, however, humans are the dominant ones and sometimes vamps don't get the love they need.

Where Niall is sent down to earth to watch over 4 hunters. Or Where Niall is an emotionless angel and the boys protect the city from supernatural creatures. What happens when they meet? ☢WARNING! SMUT AND VIOLENT SCENES☢ Get out of here with your Top!Niall crap.