you and me,, we make us #681 in poetry - 220917

I wanted to write down exactly what I felt but somehow the paper stayed empty and I could not have described it any better. - lower case intended - Highest ranking #95 in #silence lead up to "We're Going Places" which is releasing soon!! !!MAY BE SOMEWHAT TRIGGERING. READ AT OWN RISK!! ©

"hey i'm phil and whoever didn't show up, is a dick," ; copyright © 2016

acquaintance [uh-kweyn-tns] noun -a person known to one, but usually not a close friend. After years of Dan and Phil not talking since they moved out of their flat, they start to talk. Dan will try to make it up to Phil for ignoring him in the beginning. Phil doesn't know how it will go, but he goes for it and continues to talk to Dan. They try their best to make their old, broken friendship grow again and be golden as it use to be. However, all Dan is to Phil is an acquaintance, but Phil is more than that to Dan. Highest Rank: #243 Fanfiction - Definition from dictionary.reference.com

This may be a bunch of things I'd like to say to my best friend but I'm to scared to

Daniel Howell is a member of a gang in the city of London. Philip Lester is a secret agent working undercover as a normal citizen of London. Dan hates his life. Phil hates being alone. Maybe they weren't meant to be rivals. Update Times: ~As often as I can btw the cover, yeah I didn't draw that so yeah sorry. credit to the srtist yeah? Xx

A country where you get killed for liking the same gender. {{There are actual countries like this}} Dan Howell has lived half of his life in fear, closed in and not aloud to share his thoughts. Daniel Howell was gay. He knew he was probably the only person like this in the school. Talking to people was a trouble to Dan. He was scared to accidentally expose himself for one of the most illegal things in the country. This town specifically, was known for having the harshest people. Sometimes it felt like Dan was the only person to exist with these feelings. He wished he could run away but he's too scared to. His self esteem isn't awful, but it's getting worse. He's alone. That's until he meets Phil Lester. That's when everything changed. Even his future plans. WARNINGS: -anxiety -boyxboy -No smut but things close to that -self doubt -depression -aNgSt -Curse words

After Dan Howell dies at the tragically young age of 26, he is greeted by death with a book. A book of every lie that anyone had ever told him. This seems like harmless fun but as he nears the end, he realized everything isn't as it seemed in life with his best friend, Phil Lester. Ship: Phan, Kickthesticks Genre: fluff/angst (no smut) Trigger Warnings: male X male, major character death, suicide, self harm, existencial questions, depression, abuse, torture situations, substance abuse and panic attacks. (i want all of you to be safe and happy whilst reading this so if you are triggered by any of these please don't read)

completed ! 🖤 (8/17/18 to 12/02/20) Dan Howell is a camboy. At only eighteen, he's already become popular on many porn websites and has been involved with a magazine. Desiring for someone to trust to create his darkest fantasies with, he downloads Tinder, where he meets the sweetest man alive. But surely this man could find someone better than Dan, couldn't he? - cover photo by @star.eyed.howell on instagram mature themes and heavily inspired by other fics

After three years of Dan not answering Phil's emails, he finally responds. Though, the tables turn. Phil doesn't reply to Dan after he replies. Dan will try to keep in contact with Phil after all he has done, but he doubts he'd ever reply back. Highest Rank: #33 Fanfiction