"say my name, dan howell"

phan // in which a rich kid meets a cute homeless boy who has something he needs

phan // in which a boy who loves peter pan finds his neverland in ginger hair and rose tinted cheeks

phan // in which a boy named dan leaves flowers with every step and phil wishes he could grow a garden in his small london apartment

> phan phillester: u want money danielhowell: do i look like a fucking prostitute??? danielhowell: how much credit to dnptexts on twitter

phan // in which two boys who are definitely toxic for each other decide to not care

Dan Howell had been at a Catholic school all of his life. He ate, breathed and lived as a good Christian boy should. However, it didn't fit him, he didn't feel right promising himself to a God he didn't fully believe in. With countless rules Dan wasn't sure he could live his life to eternally, he starts to wonder if this life is his, or his parents. Suddenly, as he begins to doubt everything he's ever been taught, a reformer is brought to St Patricia's, somebody who has the power to change everything; as cliche as it sounds. Dan begins to feel things he ought not to as a good Christian boy, but not every rule is okay to be broken. (triggers: religion, [like a crap ton, there will be good religious people and bad there will be representation of both trust me], death, homophobia, mild bodily harm [not self inflicted], boy x boy [legit what did you expect tho]) {additional trigger warnings will be added as the story progresses as I don't have it figured out lol whoops}

Dan Howell is a straight, 17 year old who supports LGBT+ completely. He doesn't know any other way of supporting it besides going to the pride festivals, so he watches gay porn. Not only does he watch it, but he uses it as a release too. Nobody knows he does, however. Phil Lester is a gay, 17 year old boy who isn't new to the school, but has seen Dan around. He's liked him for years and has tried countless times to get his attention, but nothing seems to work for him until Dan heard about a certain club meeting on the school announcements. **cover wasn't the correct size but i was too lazy to change/fix it but it lines up pretty well in the middle so that makes up for it**

It all started with a coffee cup. ✗ the one where phil is dating a guy named Alex but then flirty!dan steps in. featuring pastel!phil (not edited)

"Hello Phil! How are you?" "I'm doing pretty good." he mumbled, looking up at me with a glum expression. My smile faltered a bit. Why did he seem so sad? His hand was resting on the counter in front of me. I hesitantly placed my own on top and made eye contact once again. "You okay dear?" He blushed redder and smiled slightly. "Yeah, don't worry about it." "But I worry about everything!" I replied, removing my hand and resting my head on my closed fists. "There's no need to worry about me, sunshine." Phil looked down at his feet, hurt hidden deep behind his eyes and the blush replaced with pale skin once again. "I've been through enough to get through on my own." --- *previously titled in a way, we are the same*