Formerly known as Depression. This is about depression. Well. That and the insecurites, issues and thoughts about it. I assure you all of these are my own personal experiences and not stolen. Some of them are just scenes that flash in my head occasionally, when I'm at rock bottom. I just wanted to let all the depressed people put there know that you are not alone. Everything here has either happened to me a long time ago or right now. Don't worry, I'm getting over it (I hope) Caution:This might be a trigger to a few peers. Highest 'achievement': #8 in poetry [9th-10th June 2016]

Highest Ranking yet :- #33 in poetry ⏯️ There's This Soul Within us that makes us unique from all other breathing creatures that exist.. The Soul That whispers and weeps... The Soul that feels and felices.. The Soul that's lured and loved.. The Soul that sings to every song of life.. The Soul that dances to every beat of life.. The Soul that burns with emotions..The Soul that's on fire.. ⏮️ ▶️The Soul On Fire ◀️ Cover by :- @Myfoxsaysmeww ❤? Contact her if u need one ❤

|| Highest ranking #22 || COMPLETED Do you hate yourself? I do... Poetry is like an art where you're able to express things which mostly go unnoticed or bottled away. These are just short paragraphs put together... P.S. I suck at happy thoughts :) (If you're looking for something that most people can relate to, this is the right place) These are basically things I wrote for me to read and re-read. You're welcome to tag along :)

Perhaps someday these words will make up for the bloodshot eyes and sleepless nights. [H.R: #13 in Poetry] beautiful cover by: @-averagesky

Thoughts when I'm depressed. Expect a lot. Because I'm always depressed. Technically it's poetry.

Trapped. Surrounded on all sides by an overpowering barrier visible only to you. A barrier consisting of your thoughts, your dreams, your hopes, separating you from the rest of the world. Thoughts struggling to escape, the memories vivid in your head. You're trying to push back the flood of emotion, trying to break down that wall that's separating you from the judgement that awaits you at the other side. Your fears captivate you and morph you into a new person entirely. Surrounded on all sides and breaking into cold perspiration. Enveloping you is that same fear, gripping at your heart. You stand still hoping for the storm to back down, hoping for another chance. Sooner or later you're faced with reality and you'll know there's no turning back. All that remains is a whisper of silence.

Highest rank: #10 in Poetry 04/20/17 I can't fathom how much your pictures lingering in my mind, then I found words to let out the feelings I always hide.

poetry by a person that's afraid of people. 12/23/15- #1 in poetry

Hurt and frightened and no where to turn except for my journal. Curse words being streamed at me and you would have thought I had a father for a sailor. ~E.M.C Many poems focusing on the subject of Mental Illness, that many suffer with and the subject just isn't brought up enough. Poems focusing on a day in the shoes of a person with a mental illness and how some even ordinary simple tasks may seem not so simple to them. There may be some uplifting poems but also raw ones filled with real emotions, things I've experienced. \\ Notes from me the poet: Some aren't all poems I guess you could say but these are my feelings and maybe some of you can relate :) feel free to comment or message me with any questions, feedback or suggestions I greatly appreciate anything!

The second book filled with beautifully sad relatable depression quotes...