“And now I'm here to give you all my love So I can watch your face as I take it all away…“ Astrid Flanders experienced the two most beautiful months of her life with her boyfriend, which she had a crush on for almost two years. Kai was the person she considered perfect for her, and every day with him was like a gift. Her little dream was interrupted when Kai suddenly decided to break up with her, saying that he doesn’t love her enough. Astrid can’t be reconciled with the fact that it's over. Her life is losing a goal, and without a goal she feels empty. Over time, she begins to think that he is not a person she thought he was, which makes her pain even worse. Now, she thinks he didn't even care about her. And then, she finds a new goal: she'll make him fall in love with her just so that she could destroy him; do what he did to her, only more intense. But the only problem is – How to make him fall in love with her again, without falling for him? /Beta reader: Jade Ivy Bridges/

College sophomore Kayleigh Tristan officially gave up on boys ever since she walked out of a fairly serious relationship her senior year in high school. While attending university, her school work took priority until one day, her ex-boyfriend, RJ Esperanza, future NFL star, calls her up begging her to be his date to a gala based charity event. Unfortunately, things don't always end up working out the way they seem. A couple drinks later, and a lash out by the ex has Kayleigh running out of the gala, into the car of someone she thought was an Uber driver. The last thing two-time Superbowl Champion Daniel Dolan wanted to do was attend a charity event hosted by a man he no longer respects. As he debated whether or not to enter the event, a beautiful brunette stormed like a whirlwind into his car demanding a ride. Both Kayleigh and Daniel are running away from their past. Could there possibly be a future with each other instead?

***AVAILABLE AS A PAPERBACK ON AMAZON*** Warning: More than half the chapters are taken down due to a copyright agreement with the published Amazon version. Alexa Parker is your typical high school golden girl. But when her best friend commits suicide, she loses everything, including herself. Left with nothing but an ominous letter addressed to her, Alexa finds herself spiraling down a dark tunnel. One she won't be able to get out of alone. Then there's charming and sweet Blake. He wants to show Alexa how to live again and show her that she's stronger than she thinks. But overcoming her personal demons may prove harder for Alexa than she thought. With the help of Blake and his sisters, Alexa finds herself and learns to love in the process. - achievements: #1 in suicide prevention cover by @ashleethegoodgirl