He stood there underneath the silvery willow trees, cool mist whirling around our feet. As he looked at me quietly, like a ghost, my heartbeat quickened till it seemed as if a hummingbird had been trapped in my chest. "What is your name?" I finally managed to ask with a timid voice. At least I didn't squeal. To my confusion he just smiled in response and turned around, disappearing into the grey of the morning forest. Ethan lives in the middle of nowhere, his parents are the most religious family in a small community, who never crosses a line. That is until he meets the mysterious Hayden, who pulls him deeper and deeper into unexplored waters, making him question everything he had known about himself and the people around him. (I have allowed myself to take a very long creative break but now after being fucked by life enough, I think I can cough up more chapters towards the end of summer 2020)

Die Welt fordert uns auf, der Wirklichkeit ins Auge zu sehen, doch was ist, wenn das Leben in der Wirklichkeit ein Leben in Schmerz, Angst und Verlust ist? Wenn ein Verteidigungsmechanismus uns hilft, durch schwierige Zeiten zu kommen, wie schlecht kann er demnach sein? Vielleicht ist es in Wahrheit, dass wir das Leugnen brauchen. Leugnen: Freund oder Feind. OC x Bucky | Winter Soldier OC x Loki OC x Clint Barton | Hawkeye | Ronin OX x OX Marvel | Crossover | 2020 Avengers | X-Men No Timeline