He wanted to hate her, to shred her faith viciously before he lost himself in her eyes again. * * * * Amira had a dysfunctional family, an older brother who was far from the ideal and parents constantly on his case. The stakes are raised high for Amira in her senior year. She has her whole life planned out, eagerly waiting for her future husband, but that all changes when a certain green-eyed boy comes to town. A boy who hates her entire existence for one reason only; she's a Muslim. Thrown into a whirlwind of emotions and a fantasy that could never be, Amira is stuck between right and wrong, her boundaries crashing down. One thing was for certain, senior year was going to be a hell of a ride even for a diamond in Islam. (Book One in the American Muslimah Trilogy, but can be read as a stand alone) •Cover by @IamSumayya• [Highest ranking: #1 in Spiritual] WARNING: Last few chapters are removed for publishing. Book is published and available on Amazon :D

☾ featured ~ ❝Empty chest and misplaced heart, what can fix them if not love?❞ ☾ Started: January 15, 2021. Completed: May 27, 2021.

#4th in crying #6th in tears He removes my veil from my face. My heart was beating rapidly as it will came out from ribcage at any time. "Salam" he said. I look up and gasp. My eyes were widely open and mouth was hang open. He was standing front of me as my mehram. He touched my chin with the tips of his fingers to close my mouth and I came back to my senses. I close my eyes and a tear slip from my eyes and roll down on my cheeks, he immediately wipe it and I open my eyes and start blinking. I felt a shiver ran down my spine on his touch. "Nikkah Mubarak Mrs. Moon Rathore"he said and I blushed. A cute smile come to my face as I'm felling myself on cloud nine, thousands of butterflies were dancing in my stomach. What is this happening to me? Is this for real? I can't handle that much happiness Thank you ALLAH He caressed my cheek by his thumb and stare at me with a lot of love in his eyes I felt strange senstaion in me because of his touch what you are doing to me? He kissed my forehead and kept his lips their for few seconds and I closed my eyes to just feel this moment.

Book 1 of the Second Chances Series #43 in spiritual as of December 2017 #6 in muslimlovestory as of July 2018 All her life, Mariam Waseem had been told that she will be marrying Rehan Khan, her childhood friend, and her father's business partner's son. Rehan and Mariam fell in love with each other at the tender age of 17 and 14 respectively. Now 23 and 20, they're waiting for Mariam to complete her graduation, only a few months away to finally be married. So, when Mariam is told that she is to be married to Zeyad Ali, a business colleague of her father's instead of Rehan, she is devastated. Not only is he 10 years her senior, but has a 5 months old son, Zahaan left behind by his deceased wife. He's not very friendly and definitely not her age. But, she had to admit that he was the most handsome man she had ever seen. With light green eyes, copper hair, and height that reached 6'2 he was even better looking than Rehan. But, being the obliging, good daughter that she was, she agreed to marry him. Not because he was well off or good looking. No. But, because she was a good woman and wanted his little boy to have a mother. Find out what happens when these two completely different people are tied together in an arranged marriage. Add to it an adorable son, a former lover, and of course three families. Will she be able to break through Zeyad's tough exterior and gain his love? all the while trying to be a good mother to their son, Zahaan. Or will it take her everything? And leave her with nothing. Started: June 2017 Completed: January 2019 Edited : In the process Warning ⚠️ This book contains a poorly written yet amazing plot because it was written by an 18 year old me. I am not the same person with the same beliefs anymore I DO NOT OWN any of the pictures! The cover photo belongs to Mr. Gautam Kullar. This is my original work, please do not try to steal it. I have the copyrights.

" And warn them of the day of intense regret, when the matter shall have been decided; and they are (now) in negligence and they do not believe." - Quran. There are very less of us who can pinpoint their own wrong deeds and even lesser who work harder to make them right before we could cry over them and regret them. Similarly forgiving is hard but admitting your sins and then sincerely apologizing just to achieve the forgiveness is even harder. He was lost in the pit of darkness, he believed that this world is eternal, he forgot the real meaning of life, by name he was definitely Muslim but by deed...? But it doesn't take much longer when Allah tighten his hold, and only the sensible ones can get the 'message' in the moment, the few are there who falls in front of him and ask for his mercy. A sincere call is all just it takes, after all HE is the most merciful of all. *** Highest Ranking: Spiritual #24 03/09/16 Spiritual #28 05/08/16 Spiritual #53 19/07/16 Spiritual #61 16/07/16 Spiritual #71 27/06/16 Spiritual #96 03/05/16 Cover credit: Hershey-z

Love,a magnamous four lettered word that can provoke joy, happiness yet it has the the power to incite destruction and chaos. Why is it always linked with pain? Her heart barricaded by walls of self belief, decorated with tangled thread of Faith and integrity , she craves love that has infinte depths after bumping into a heartbreak that leaves her helter skelter. Craving and wanting is another part of life that only the lucky get what they really want. Him. He wears his heart on his sleeve, lightens up other people's worlds but to his misfortune his world is full of darkness that would only be illuminated by her presence in his life. But they are contrast to one another. Will they have an intertwined fate together? Be with me to discover the fate of these two caged hearts. Gorgeous cover by Twinkle_Teardrops

I am John, an assassin. It is fair to say I am one of the ruthless killers the world has ever seen. I am dangerous, merciless and everything bad. So it isn't arrogant when I say I am feared by all. I work for JR, the most powerful mafia godfather in the world. He wants something and I am about to get it for him, hook or crook. Little did I know this assignment would change me. For better or for worse, I don't know and I am about to find out. ***************************** I am a doctor. I save lives. I was brought up in an orphanage which the most ruthless man I have met - John, believe is mine. He is threatening me with starvation and rape if I don't handover a piece of land which belongs to the orphanage. But it is not mine to give and I will do anything, including face starvation and rape, if it means protecting generations of children to come. But then things change. Is it for better or worse? I don't know. I am Safia, and I am about to find out.

Sahara Akbar is a happy-go-lucky, naïve 19 year old Muslim girl, raised with high morals and ethics. She tries her best every single day to practice her religion as well as she can in order to reach the highest form of her spiritual life. But there are times she gets sidetracked, like when she gets late for Nama'az because she spends too much time watching Netflix or when she sees a random cute guy on the streets and falls in "love". Hey, I said she tries, I didn't say she was perfect. Damian Visiliev is a tatted up ruthless, arrogant, cold-hearted billionaire, who could care less about religion. All he cares about is W.W.S: Wealth. Women. Sex. Settling down and getting married is something that doesn't exist in his life. Period. In fact, he despises the idea of spending a lifetime with one person because he doesn't believe in the idea of loving one person for the rest of one's life. But what happens when you throw two polar opposites into each other's world? In fact, how does a Muslim girl, who's trying hard to be a good Muslim and a Russian businessman, who doesn't give a damn about anything even end up intertwined in each other's worlds? Will there be forbidden desire that stirs between them? Well, I guess you're about to find out. Join the journey full of romance, drama, heartbreaks, and mysteries. **YOU DONT HAVE TO BE A MUSLIM TO READ THIS** Cover by: Me, Myself, and I!

''Marriage isn't easy especially when it's arranged and you hardly know the guy.'' 23-year-old Zara, a modest and virtuous Muslimah, has finally accepted a marriage proposal and is ready to share her life and love with her husband. But what happens when he is broody, stiff and ignores her most of the time? Is it possible to make her own husband fall in love with her or will Zara become a victim of unrequited love? #WATTYSWINNER2014

There are some things you just don't get over. No matter how hard you try, some memories just don't fade away. Even if the edges are hazy, the feelings resurface inside you every time a particular person crosses your mind. Laeeq Abdullah had one such feeling wrapped in barbed wire and pushed inside his heart. For him, every big disaster he's had was a result of love. Then again, like the poets say - "how is the heart not brave, when after shattering a million times, it mends itself and walks ahead?" Leila Muhammad had everything a content muslimah could wish for - except perhaps love. Being the bookworm that she is, she's had enough exposure to know the difference between halaal and haraam. But would her heart be willing to sacrifice itself for someone like Laeeq? Someone who - despite having the best of manners - has been battered in the battlefield of love? After all, it takes a long voyage within qalbs to understand the depths of a situation - which is exactly what this story will do.