And I still miss you....

I keep chasing on you but you keep chasing on her. I always here for you but you always there for her. I need you, but you need her. And the worst, I love you but.....You love her. Our catastrophic past is my dreamland. I badly want to feel our once a upon a time and escape from this whirlwind present where we don't last. I don't know what to do but to keep on chasing you. And I want to say sorry about the past, about the bad memories. I want to let you know that I won't give up until you become mine....again.