some people say that the most important things in life cannot be seen or even touched; they are felt with the heart. in that case, ethan didn't feel anything at all. his heart had almost become numb as a result of everything he had been through. but when an ordinary but somewhat alluring girl named jess stumbles upon ethan's rough heart, he is instantly captivated. because jess is capable of doing something no other person can do; she makes ethan's heart feel again. - cover by @korslay

Loneliness. Sadness. Depression. These are all emotions 15 year old Brittany experiences and journals about on a daily basis. She feels that no one cares anymore and that she is unlovable. Her best friend starts bullying her with the help of her boyfriend, Grayson Dolan. Ethan, his twin, becomes friends with Britt, but can he even begin to help this drowning girl? **TRIGGER WARNING** Frequent mentions of depression and suicide thoughout most of the book so please don't read if you are easily triggered. I don't want anyone getting hurt <3