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ʜᴇᴀʟ ᴍʏ ᴡᴏᴜɴᴅꜱ  | ᴋ. ʙᴀᴋᴜɢᴏᴜ by dexonwrites
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ʙᴀᴋᴜɢᴏᴜ x ʀᴇᴀᴅᴇʀ ᴘʀᴏ ʜᴇʀᴏ ᴀᴜ ───── ᴄᴏᴍᴘʟᴇᴛᴇᴅ ✔️ ᴡʜᴇʀᴇ ʏ/ɴ, ᴀ 22 ʏᴇᴀʀ ᴏʟᴅ ɴᴜʀꜱᴇ ᴡʜᴏ ᴡᴏʀᴋꜱ ᴀᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ʜᴏꜱᴘɪᴛᴀʟ ʀᴜɴꜱ ɪɴᴛᴏ ᴛʜᴇ ᴘʀᴏ ʜᴇʀᴏ, ᴅʏɴᴀᴍɪɢʜᴛ ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ. ꜱʜᴇ ᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜᴛ ɪᴛ ᴡᴏᴜʟᴅ ʙᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ʟᴀꜱᴛ ᴏꜰ ꜱᴇᴇɪɴɢ ʜɪᴍ ᴋɴᴏᴡɪɴɢ ʜᴇ ɪꜱɴ'ᴛ ꜱᴏᴍᴇᴏɴᴇ ᴡʜᴏ ᴛʏᴘɪᴄᴀʟʟʏ ɢᴇᴛꜱ ʜɪᴍꜱᴇʟꜰ ɪɴᴊᴜʀᴇᴅ, ʙᴜᴛ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡɪʟʟ ʜᴀᴘᴘᴇɴ ʙᴇᴛᴡᴇᴇɴ ᴛʜᴇ ᴛᴡᴏ ᴡʜᴇɴ ᴛʜᴇɪʀ ᴘᴀᴛʜꜱ ᴄᴏɴᴛɪɴᴜᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴄʀᴏꜱꜱ ᴅᴜʀɪɴɢ ʟɪꜰᴇ ᴀɴᴅ ᴅᴇᴀᴛʜ ᴏᴄᴄᴜʀʀᴇɴᴄᴇꜱ? ᴍʜᴀ ʙᴇʟᴏɴɢꜱ ᴛᴏ ᴋᴏʜᴇɪ ʜᴏʀɪᴋᴏꜱʜɪ
Octavius by demimartha026
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One of the most powerful man in the world. He was called Octavius. Cruel, coldblooded, and completely unobtainable. The Devil in a Brioni suit. The mere whisper of his name was like lethal poison that burned through the hearts of millions. Penetrating, and clear amber eyes that made grown men weep, and women burned with seduction. Behind the curtains, no one knew what he looked like yet he was always in control. It was a reputation he had fought to establish, one that brought him power, wealth and just about... everything. When a series of unfortunate events lands her into the very strong, powerful arms of Octavius, it was everything she'd been warned about. The beautiful brute, Octavius, moody and controlling in every aspect. She had never met a man as brutal, and stormy as him, someone she couldn't help but sprout wild, random phrases to, and offer hugs. A man that always gets what and who he wants because that's how his life works. Until it doesn't. Until he stumbles into a five-feet angel with the sweetest smile, and adamant about being friends. - preview - "Has any man ever made you so crazy you thought you'd die if you didn't get his cock inside of you? If you couldn't feel his fingers digging into your thighs as he spread you open and devoured you whole? Have you ever come over and over, so hard and so many times you couldn't be sure where one ended and the other began?" His strong, veined hands gripped the backside of my bare thigh, tracing over my skin, itching higher and higher and I could feel a deep ache building inside my lower region. My mouth slacked, at a loss for words, all I could do was whimper softly under his possessive touches. "Answer me." Big, forceful hands caressed my chin, almost gripping my neck, only retracting as I let out a tiny breathless sigh. His dark deep amber eyes were on fire with a carnal sexuality that I had never seen before. "Use your words."
The Devils Hair is White | Aonung  by p3terparkerswh0re
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"I hate you." "No you don't." "Shut up." Enemies to lovers Aonung x oc
The First She | 2026 REWRITE by Ancientt
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After a freak accident, Kira wakes on a brutal alien planet where women went extinct. Mistaken for a boy by the deadly warrior who rescues her, Kira hides her gender to survive, even as the jungle and her own growing attraction threaten to expose her. When Vrox discovers Kira is not a boy but the first woman his planet has seen in years, her existence becomes a secret worth killing for. Hunted by desperate men and bound by a desire neither of them expected, they must choose between survival, duty, and a love that could change a dying world. *** A humorous, passionate alien-romance novel published in 2019 and rewritten in 2026.
Cursed Bound. by Maroon1479
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A curse bound them together.... From the time Kaden and Jesse first met, they were always teasing and picking on each other--just as little kids do to each other. But as they grew up, they become best friends who still act like little children to each other. They're close--maybe to close for a girl and guy friendship. When Kaden leaves for a 'family reunion', him and his family just vanish for a whole week on a 'late vacation'. But when they return, Kaden is different. Something different
My Beloved ✔️ by Amplect
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| C O M P L E T E | In a world ruled by the vampires, Devin Wells is forced to go to work for them when she turns 18, just like her whole family and her best friend before her, even though her passion lies elsewhere. Lord Adrian Moreno is close with the royal family, and he is in charge of the office where Devin and her family works. He is cold and distant, while she is shy and kindhearted. There is something there, but they are both confused about the sensation they are feeling. It's not until the safety of the kingdom is compromised they realize what is really going on between them. They will need help from everyone close to them to stop their respected monarchy from crumbling down, and erase all the laws that makes their society work. [Word count: 100,000-105,000]
Teach Me to Please | Please Me #1 by SweetCosette
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C O M P L E T E D : 24/02/22 Sienna Callum was popular - scratch that - she was the queen of high school. She had tons of gorgeous friends wishing to be her, smoking hot flings, and an unbelievably trendy fashion sense. But, she needed one more thing. Decent grades to graduate. Roman Lawrence was a nerd - scratch that - THE nerd of high school. Yet, his exceptional intelligence made him stand out among those seeking to learn. He had one problem though, the girl he'd been crushing on since kindergarten didn't like him back. One of the reasons? His lack of experience.... sexually. This isn't boy meets girl. This is mouse meets vixen. This is what happens when these two opposites strike a deal and things get hot. "So, here's my offer: you tutor me in school, and I tutor you in sex." _____ W A R N I N G T H I S S T O R Y C O N T A I N S : ❤︎ sexual/mature content ❤︎ explicit language ❤︎ alcohol consumption ❤︎ mild violence _____ H I G H E S T R A N K I N G S : 1 #virginboy 1 #goodboybadgirl 1 #nerdboy 1 #scandalous 1 #populargirl 1 #tutor 1 #badgirlgoodboy 2 #forbidden 2 #eroticromance 3 #sexy _____ S T A R T E D - 05/03/2021 C O M P L E T E D - 24/02/2022 (word count: 200,000 - 250,000)
boxer ⋆ luke hemmings ✔️ by loudluke
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"And after all the fucking matches, broken bones, ripped punching bags and crowds yelling at me to get up... who the fuck knew that my hardest fight would be you?" • [Contains smut] ©loudluke
To have and to loathe by sophie_swadil
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18+ ❝ I'm a man of great restraint but seeing you like this is pushing the boundaries of my self control, so bad that I might just pin you against this wall and fuck the life right out of you. ❞ ******* San Francisco royalty, Killian Fobster is an egotistical, manipulative asshole who will rather fuck an octopus on live television than get tied down to a woman. But when his one-night-stand from two months ago shows up in his office with not-so-pleasant news, he has to make certain decisions that may involve going against everything he stands for. With his vicious good looks, skirt-chasing habits, and cold demeanor, he is the last person a sweet girl like Hope Sterling should be involved with, but desperate times call for rather creative measures, and soon after she finds herself trapped in the sham of a fake union that threatens to blossom into something that may change her life forever.