After life threw Alexander around for years, things finally started settling down. He had a loving family, an education, and caring friends. A home. But of course, the world isn't quite done with him just yet. When he starts talking to John Laurens, supposedly bratty, snobbish, rich John Laurens, and finds out that what people say about him are nothing but myths he finds himself tangled on a secret friendship which eventually morphs, quite accidentally, into something more with the South Carolinian. He can't let people know about them, especially not his lovable but oh so overbearing brother Lafayette. It gets even worse when feelings are thrown into the picture. But whatever, what Lafayette doesn't know won't hurt him, right?

some lams one shots to warm your heart ¡! the story is unedited ¡!

Alexander Hamilton. the nerd who had a crush on a jock, and bully. John Laurens. The jock, who had a crush on a certain lil nerd he always give hell to... And a rose, which symbolises there love for each other. The stem might be thorny and rough, but the flower is beautiful and delicate. idek this is gonna be terrible book- (Lol its actually completed now) (Edit2023- this fic is very old, and the plot is all over the place. Fair warning before you read it, it's so bad and I apologize for the many plot holes and inconsistent writing 💀)

At first I want to say some things, I have no idea what I will be writing because well, I will just go with the flow and write what comes into my head. I do not have any previous writing experience if you don't count a few quick story's in school on my native language class. If you have a suggestion on what I could write in the next chapter feel free to comment it at the end of the previous chapter also I will NOT be writing smut at all. I personally do not like it so I will not write it. Also if you have a suggestion for the title I would love to hear it. Also I will probably not update very often so I will apologize for that already. I hope you can enjoy my little story here and please be ready for all the mistakes me and autocorrect have made because there's plenty of them. One that people love to comment on is: "We are the breakfast" ~ Alexander Hamilton's POV. You have been warned.

This is a very old book and is really bad. I suggest you don't read this until I redo it.

"Maria you bitch! You know, sometimes I question if you really are my manager and not just a shitty best friend," "Same difference," "Why do I have to be such a mess?!" "He had wept Himself dry of guilt and tears, all that was left was a dull, aching emptiness where it should have been." "Celebrities don't have time to knock." "It's unlikely Alexander will last a month here anyway." "I'm Thomas Jefferson," "However, there are also many things I would go back and change if I could...don't let yourself be one of them," "Shut up, shut up, shut up!" "You can't say that's a mistake, it's beautiful.." "The word had begun to loose its meaning after so many years," "What have I got to loose that I haven't already ruined myself?" "It was nice to have time to kill. Since, time usually killed me." It's what we do...wear a mask." "Let me in!" ... My breath froze inside my throat, a fissure of pain welting my insides as I searched my brain for a scape goat. Acid rose up underneath my tongue, hallowing my frustration until I was heaving on my knees, back steeped robustly as my dry lips parted in pain. I drew blood from my cheek, the sound of canines ripping through flesh echoing through my ears. Through the empty room. The empty bed. I felt the shells of my ears to insure they were still intact. The fallowed skin felt fragile in my hands, so easily malleable and certain. For some reason that just made me cry harder. Alexander Hamilton is One if the most famous Singers the world has ever known. Every month or so he put out new Songs (A little similar to that of Billie Eilish) and not even Twenty four hours later The songs are steadily climbing the charts. But perhaps the most notorious thing he's known for...is that apart from his name..he's completely Anonymous! But what happens when Alex decides to Enroll into Kings college as well as continue his career? And what will he do when A new student might just change his life forever? Read to find out.

"You made me hate myself more than I already did." In which a Carribean boy is orphaned and bullied by the one person who could make his heart melt into peices while causing it to shatter at the same time. Started- 06.01.17 Finished- 10.07.17 © YoGurlZoey Any plagerism of any kind will be reported.

Soulmate au where if you write something on your skin it will appear on your soulmates skin. Also JAMILTON IS MY FUCKING OTP AND I LOVE IT! 💕

Alex didn't know what to say that's not a first for him, but a first for the man standing in front of him. Thomas Jefferson... Fuck. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Collage AU Modern AU Soulmate AU where you have a sentence on your wrist, its not the first word they say to you. (Didn't like the last part took it off) Alexander Hamilton is a loud mouth, immigrant, workaholic and a pain in the ass. Thomas Jefferson is a Rich snob, annoying, and knows just how to get under someones skin. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Alex is a quite kid and uses noise to drown the activity in his head, he works himself to ground to forget his past, he uses his mouth and wit as a defiance. He surrounds him self in people even though he hates attention. And With Collage here, Alex's anxiety creeping up from where he keeps it hidden, and panic sets in when he meets his room mate. Maybe he should have stayed at home with Martha. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Tommy, is the mom friend. He plays the Violin, eats mac & cheese like its going out of style. He's not as bad as he seams, sweet caring. He's not good with confrontation especially when it comes to people he likes. Thomas is a hopeless Flirt when it comes to people he likes, it comes off as him being a ass. And when he meets his room mate, lets hope the don't kill each other. i own nothing, maybe the plot.

Alexander Hamilton was always alone, he never had any friends, all of his real family was dead, he lived with the Schuyler Sisters and thier father. Too him? Love was weakness the feeling of butterflies in his stomach that made him sick. The main thing that cause this fear was the 'Hamilton Pamphlet', John Laurans and him dated for 4 years, Alexander refused to have sex with him so Laruans drugged him, raped him, and broke him. To everyone in the office? Hamilton was just a dirty slut. He didn't hate love, he was just scared of experiencing it again, in fear of repeating the cycle. Everything changes when he meets his new boss, named Thomas Jefferson. Philophobia: A fear of expreincing the feeling of love. !Trigger Warnings! *Rape *Kidnapping *Panic attacks *Self Harm *Slurs