Ella is falling apart trying to live a "perfect" high school life. Then she meets Ren, who can see past her scars. Suddenly perfection isn't her only option. ***** Ella Volkov is a gifted music student, but she's depressed and starting to crack under the pressure of high school. Her overbearing father won't even let her choose what instrument she plays. Then she finds herself alone at a party with Ren, her best friend's crush. She'd always thought he was rude, but after that night he's all Ella can think about. Now she's trapped. If Ella dates Ren, it will ruin her friendship with Jenny. But if she stays true to Jenny, she's losing the one person who can see past her scars. It's up to Ella to decide if she will forge her own path, or stay in the "perfect" box designed for her... Content and/or Trigger Warning: depression, anxiety, self-harm, violence, sexual assault. [[word count: 50,000-100,000 words]]

"what does a pen need?" "uhm paper?" "no , ink" "wtf " why bother hoping when you can imagine .

this story is literal trash so dont read unless you like this kind of shit lmfao. includes occasional nsfw chapters so prepare yourself to shit your pants. >:D note that i also sometimes make a refrence to my favorite authors, so if you see something that refrences to your story, then good job! i love your story! :D love you as much as jimin loves jk, one of the co-owners