What are we without flesh and blood? Are we nothing but a beating heart in a ribcage, a marching soul inevitably leading to our demise? Or are we here as a test of loyalty to our God, a God we do not know but must trust? And without this trust, we will be punished indefinitely for questioning his divinity. And what is a sheep without his shepherd? Without God, are we nothing but sheep led astray? How will we be guided to the light without a shepherd on earth? Should we trust our shepherd to tell us the truth? Or will we be covered in the blood of the lamb? A shepherd with blood on his hands could infect his flock with poison. And with this poison, he has control. And to Luke, this poison is all he knows. His seventeen years of life have been devoted to nothing else but God. He wakes up, goes to school or church, and sleeps; rinse and repeat. There is no place or time for anything else in his life, such as television, going out with friends, or discovering new hobbies. His father, Pastor Ivy, ensures this. His life purpose will be to serve the Lord and nothing else. A purpose that Luke believes is the right way. What else would there be to life? He hadn't questioned this until he met Gabriel, a man who was the complete opposite of him. A man who was strong in his sense of self. A man who didn't bow to anyone or anything and stood firm in his beliefs in The Church of Satan. A man who Luke feared. But also a man who felt like home to him.

*** COMPLETED *** Sixteen year old Daniel Layman has been bullied since he came out. His best friend and protector Sean, moved to Los Angeles leaving Daniel to fend for himself in Oklahoma City. Along with trying to survive every minute of hell at school, Daniel also has to walk over five miles everyday through the dangerous streets of Oklahoma City, just to get home - where he has to ignore the aggressive men his mother brings home every night. Seventeen year old Ethan Miller has been a member of one of the most dangerous gangs in Oklahoma City since he ran away from the foster care system as a child. When Daniel stumbles onto a turf war between Ethan's gang and their rivals, Ethan saves him. But the more Ethan gets to know Daniel, the more he realizes just how much saving Daniel needs. Cover art: made by me #1 in #boyxboy - May/2020 #2 in #gay - May/2020

"You can't like him, you just can't!" "I know. It's wrong, but it's how I feel and I can't freaking control that." We've all heard the phrase 'The heart wants what it wants' or 'You can't control how you feel', and according to Nate, his life is just an example of that. (#5 General Fiction)

Miguel loved it when more than 60,000 people in the football stands scream his name with pride. The most successful footballer of his time, he is a legend even by the age of 29. Arrogant, Selfish, Narcissist, Rude and Uncouth, he is the favourite of papparazzis and a terrible reality as far as football critics are concerned. At the peak of his career, he enters the world of Italian Football with a record fee. His life was never the same again. Alexander Almaraz, the name that brings the continent to its knees, is the most powerful Mafia Lord there is. The cold-blooded man is known for his callous and violent nature. He also owns a football club in which he was least interested in but still keeps it because it was family owned. That is until he sees Miguel Endrizzi play football for his club.

Falling for bad boy Reed isn't something sixteen year old Caleb planned on doing this summer. In fact he planned on being as antisocial as ever. When he and Reed go a little far one night, poor Caleb is left confused and he ends up hurting the ones he needs most. But what happens when they decide to get revenge? One mistake will turn Caleb's whole life upside down. Will he get his happy ending, or will reality come crashing down?

Ellis knew better than to go and borrow sugar from the strange boy who lived next door to him. To ask him why he did it would be a very dumb question in which he would never have the answer to. All he wanted was a cup of sugar and yet Antonio had such different plans. //malexmale

Here's my set of books that I genuinely adore written by amazing and talented authors. This book is dedicated to them and for those who loves reading boyxboy just like me. Enjoy!

Recommendations of completed BoyxBoy/ManxMan/ManxBoy stories.

Every Story can be told differently, but that doesn't mean its the truth. This is Sara Edwards and trust me its the truth, filled with lies and betrayal, love and hate, lust and disgust, sacrifices and death. "Who do you think you are?!" I sneer at the hooded figure as he aims his gun at me, his arms shaking from the unneeded weight. His lips tilt up as he observes my immediate defensive stance, before speaking the words that fucked up my life for good. "Your end".