monsters aren't always ugly.

in which an unexpected surprise changes the errors of a mans stance in the world. - a shawn mendes fanfiction

"Vanilla? You must be pretty plain." "Yeah, plain tired of you. Have a good day." _ all rights reserved @livemendes COMPLETED ON: JUNE 13, 2017

THIS BOOK IS NOT COMPLETE AND I HAVE NO PLANS OF EVER COMPLETING IT. SORRY! Book #3 in "The Tutor" trilogy. - "Even if you do apologize, that doesn't mean everything if fixed. It won't just magically go back to the way things were before we broke up. We can't keep ignoring our problems, Shawn. Ignoring is exactly what got us into this situation in the first place. "I know." he sighs. "But I miss you..." "I miss you too, but what does that even mean?" I begin, sitting up. "Every time you're out of my life, I start to become a better person; I change my messed up ways. I can actually go to parties now without getting completely fucked up. I miss you so much, but Shawn? Every time you come back, so do all of my bad habits and negative ways. I try to tell myself that I don't want you, but every time I see you again, my heart races and my head hurts in the best way possible. How are we supposed to be together if we only bring out the worst in each other?" Shawn just stares at me, his tongue darting out to wet his lips before he speaks. He doesn't even realize how attractive is in the most mundane ways. I swallow hard. "We're toxic together Helaina, and we both know it, but truthfully? I don't think either of us really cares." - This book contains explicit material.

sometimes boundaries are meant to be broken - a shawn mendes fanfiction

"Welcome to Hotel Midnight. Enjoy your stay." - all rights reserved @livemendes completed on: November 23, 2016 sequel: Travel

Best friends forever, right? Yeah, until one of them gets a record deal. - IG | @smilemendes all rights reserved @livemendes // my first fanfic and I left it on hold for a while so the first chapter or so may be a bit cringe worthy // completed on March 14th,2015.}

Book #2 in "The Tutor" trilogy. - "What are you doing here?" I gasp, my body going numb and my face expressionless. I may appear unaffected and unbothered, but that couldn't be any farther from the truth. Shawn just shakes his head, running his hand through his hair and looking at me in an all-too-familiar way. "Hey babygirl. You know exactly what I'm doing here." - COMPLETED June 22, 2018 This book contains explicit material.

in which a boy is told by his management to get a fake girlfriend - REWRITE OF MY OLDER BOOK, THE ORIGINAL "FAKE". the series was taken down for various different reasons, but i truly do hope you enjoy the rewritten version more, as i have matured as an author, and i feel as though the new book will be that little bit more realistic. feelings and reveries will come back in due course, so please look out for them. thank you :) - a shawn mendes fanfiction

reality couldn't make them forget; it opened their eyes to what was really going on. - a shawn mendes fanfiction - PLEASE READ BOUNDARIES BEFORE YOU READ THIS, OTHERWISE YOU MIGHT BE A LITTLE CONFUSED