Poetry written by me. Inspiration found in everyday life continues to spark ideas for my poems, if anyone reading this has any poetry please tell me I would love to read it. Top ranking: #11 in poems

poetry by a person that's afraid of people. 12/23/15- #1 in poetry

*TRIGGER WARNING* Darren Mercy is sad, well thats not the word for it; he's sad, but not sad. He's numb. He's asked himself why, thousands of times. He has everything. Friends, a great mom, to some people he has the perfect life. He looks for some sort of reason to be sad, some reason to feel the way he does. But he's depressed, not sad, not mad not anything. Depression is numbness And it doesn't care who you are, or how old you are, or how good of a life you have. Depression is relentless, an on going war. You either win, or die trying... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Part of The Gone Unnoticed Series

*MAY BE TRIGGERING* Ashely Thaum has always been the 'Chubby' one, ever since elementary when she just happened to be a few pounds heavier then the other kids. Her twin sisters seem to always be the preferred daughters. On Ashely's 14th birthday she took a wish of becoming skinny, but dreams only come true with hard work. 3 years later and hours of relentless effort, she weighs a messily 98 pounds and is underweight. She doesn't see it though, She is still 'chubby' but in her head... 2nd book in The Gone Un-Noticed Series

THE GONE UN-NOTICED SERIES ****TRIGGER WARNING***** Minnie Williams was diagnosed with Schizophrenia at a very young age. It has been with her since she could remember. At first it was only a thing she was told she had. She didn't understand that others couldn't see the things she did. How her mother couldn't see the millions of tiny bugs crawling over her or the numbers dancing on the wall. Her mother brushed it off as an overactive imagination. As she grew older, she started to learn that others give labels quickly. She was deemed helpless by the age of 7, crazy by 9 and insane by 11. She learnt that it's better to keep quite than it is to seek help. Afraid of saying to much, Minnie keeps to herself all through out high school. That is until she meets Four. Minnie is in a fight against her mind and the real world. Never knowing what is real and what is a twisted version of reality... And when they fuse into one, the difference can be impossible to spot...

*TRIGGER WARNING* Bailey Hope just wanted to be like everyone else, Thin. She didn't realize what she was doing was as wrong as everyone treated it... After her mom had started working more, Bailey had more time for her new "hobby." Her friends didn't notice and so she never thought to stop... That is until Darren had tried to stop her, he put it into her mind that it was wrong but by then she couldn't stop, she needed to do it. The thing that has been helping her all this time will soon be the thing that ends her.

~*~ MAY BE TRIGGERING ~*~ The first one happened during the school play. Margo Lin had been nervous about it during that week, She had to play a solo on the piano but just couldn't do it. She didn't get to start before her breath quickened into pants and her hands started trembling, she quickly fled from the stares of others and collapsed outside of the gym. The doctor said it was a panic attack and a year later she was diagnosed with anxiety. She became anxious over the smallest things and the panic attacks had kept up, She'd only get 1 every 3 days if she was lucky. After dealing with the struggles of anxiety, she gave up, planned on ending it all on her eighteenth birthday. That is, Before she met Todd.

The Gone Unnoticed Series 16 year old Elizabeth Parker was the perfect child. She was the child that everyone wanted, the child that everything they did was 'right'. What nobody noticed was that every night she would go home and break down, the weight on her shoulders taking a toll. What she does to get relief may be considered wrong, but she feels as if it's the most right thing to do. So she continues. The thing that has saved her for so long, will now be the thing to end her.

a simple game wasn't supposed to lead to a series of murders. © NATSUUFT. a bangtan fanfiction. completed.

"you certainly do make me feel pretty." (TRIGGER WARNING - eating disorder, self-harm.)