in which the boy next door falls in love with a lonely girl, only to realize it might already be too late for them. {CONTENT WARNING⚠️ contains self harming + eating disorders} ((a/n: just as an FYI, i did in fact write this story when i was in like seventh grade.. and even though i do occasionally go back and edit- the first few chapters kinda suck.. it does get better!))

"I just don't think it's worth it anymore. One more pill. Just one more pill to take away the pain." Warning read at own risk. I am in no way promoting self harm or usage of drugs. Story might trigger things. Hope you enjoy.

in which a depressed and low self-esteemed girl gets help from the unexpected gift.

all that she ever wanted in life was to be skinny. and nothing that he did would change that. // rewriting; no updates until fully rewritten

"Am I really that chubby, Michael"

FInal boook of the disorder series X bulimia [byoo-lim-ee-uh, -lee-mee-uh, boo-, buh-] noun 1. Also called binge-purge syndrome, bulimia nervosa [nur-voh-suh] (Show IPA). Psychiatry. a habitual disturbance in eating behavior mostly affecting young women of normal weight, characterized by frequent episodes of grossly excessive food intake followed by self-induced vomiting to avert weight gain. X I wanna be the minority

scars- a mark left on the skin or within the body tissue where a wound, burn or sore has not healed completely and fibrous connective tissue has formed

TRIGGER WARNING: May contain content linked to depression, existentialism, self-harm, suicide and suicidal thoughts. If you are struggling with depression, just know that it will get better, even if you don't think so. "Wow," You breathed, taking in the current situation. "I never knew my life would turn out like this." Sometimes, quiet is violent. You flicked the rubber band against your wrist, a coping mechanism. The small shot of pain stabbed at your arm for a moment before fading quickly. You didn't know how you were going to recover, but then you met Tyler Joseph and Josh Dun.

**COMPLETED** **TRIGGER WARNING** Nicole is a fragile girl, inside and out. She's always been reserved and quiet and continued to struggle with anorexia. Luke is compassionate and willing to help in any way he possibly can for the ones he cares about.

Book one of the disorder series X anorexia [an-uh-rek-see-uh] noun 1. loss of appetite and inability to eat. X That's one way to put it