I hate the looks she keeps on giving me. Stop looking at me like I'm so fragile I'll break. Stop looking at me like I'm a child, stop looking at me like I need pity. I don't. I also hate the fact that I can't resist her hugs, her care, and her love. A story in which a fleeting moment changes two lives. {#2 in taylorswift - 14.3.19} {#1 in swiftie - 6.6.19}

The quote that was here was cringe so I deleted it but enjoy!

-------Editing-------- Cover by @aileenangelina

Alexis, a 17 year old girl, is trying her hardest to keep her head high as everything falls around her. She feels completely worthless as she becomes aware nothing in our reality could give her the closure she needs. What irrational choices will be made? What choices will she be faced with? And what can help her overcome her own thoughts?

Amber Collins is a typical depressed teenager. She despises her body, her school, her past and her peers. As this fourteen year old gets put-down on a daily basis, she copes with her depression by isolating, limiting calories, and self harming. One unusual day, Amber's mom finds out about her scars and admits her to Westman Psychiatric Hospital. There, she meets Ethan Quinn: The boy everyone in town thought was dead. When Amber gets to know Ethan, she feels a connection; one that she's never shared with another person in her entire life. Will these two depressed outcasts manage to fight through the state of temporarily living in a mental hospital filled with drama, disgusting food, and instability? And will Amber's constant state of insecurity ever conclude?

I didn't think my hero's would save me, I didn't think anyone would save me. (First fanfic I've ever written, sorry if it's bad) Trigger warnings

***Please note that this book has been taken down because it's been published, and you can see only the sample chapters of the published version. You can find the links to both ebook and paperback in my profile bio. ***This book is a spin-off. It can be read as a standalone, but it is recommended to read Bullied (Bullied #1), Pained (Bullied #2), and Damaged (Bullied #3) before reading this book to get a better understanding of the story and characters. ------------- Six months ago, I arrived in Enfield looking for a fresh start. Scarred by an old incident, I hoped life in a new town would help me finally accept myself, but I was wrong because the big change brought something way worse. Blake Jones. I was on Blake's radar from the first day of our senior year, when he humiliated me in front of the whole school with a "welcome party." However, it wasn't welcoming at all, and it was just the start. Day after day, Blake was there to remind me I was fat and worthless, and the coward in me never let me defend myself. Until I finally exploded and fought back, right in the middle of class. But now? Now I have to pay the price because Blake won't let it slide. He'll make sure I regret it. Unless I manage to break out of his hatred and my all-consuming fears.