Alec doesn't know what to do next. Should he give the knife to Magnus? Or should he kill himself? This story will include self-harm, so please read with caution :)!

Magnus and Alec are happy...maybe too happy? As they say, all good things must come to and end, right? When one half of the couple cheats, they are left to figure out if they really are meant to be, or if they must part ways... A Malec Fanfiction- WARNING:ALL THE FEELS WILL BE FELT Also, there will be multiple chapters containing suicide, so if this is a trigger for you, please be aware. All rights of The Mortal Instruments and it's characters go to Cassandra Clare- I own nothing.

After the return from Edom Magnus realises that breaking up with Alec was a mistake. But Alec has moved on...