A childhood where Zayn made a promise to Harry and it's becoming increasingly more difficult to keep that promise.

Once a fuckboy, always a fuckboy. Yes, that's what Zayn Malik is. A well known bisexual fuckboy. He's the University crush: every girl loves him, even gays loves him or there are some straight guys who turns gay because Zayn captivates them with his beautiful hazel eyes, long lashes and words that he knows how to use well. Words that will make you swoon over him. He doesn't choose what gender to fuck-you're a boy? No problem, you're a girl? Perfect! As long as he gets what he wants which is having fun. Not until he meets Harry Styles-his next victim. Harry Styles, a cool slash geeky kind of guy. He has this beautiful long curly hair, green eyes and lithe body that girls batted their lashes at him every time he passes by. Harry loves women especially that he's the only boy of the family. He loves them but not his type. Harry is gay and most of the students at the university doesn't know he is. He likes to keep it low key. His goal is to finish college and find a decent job that will support him to his entire adulthood life. Not until he meets the University fuckboy, Zayn Malik. Completed revised: July 11, 2020

Author: YoureAShady1Styles Warning. Parts of this story are not nice. This isn't about a loving dom/sub relationship. This is about a very fucked up Harry who doesn't want to be treated kindly. He doesn't want anyone being nice to him because he doesn't think he deserves it. He believes he only deserves to be hurt - and that's all he wants. It's what he's used to. Zayn is willing to play the game - at first - but what happens when Zayn thinks things have gone too far? Sometimes, in order to make things change, you have to put in a lot of work...but some people are worth it. ..... NOTES: I'm sharing this story so it won't be forgotten. I loved the story and I want my fellow ZARRY shippers to know why I loved it. and.....Read the story, you fuckers!

Harry: You know who's gay? Zayn: .... Harry: *slaps Zayn's ass* ME

*completed* Highest ranking: #4 in bottomharry #7 in zarrystylik #2 in zouis "He left me zee, He abandoned me" harry sobbed holding onto zayn tightly " what am i gonna do?" he cried out "I'm here harry please don't cry, I've got you" said zayn trying so hard not to cry while rubbing smooth circles on harry's back. "I've got you babe" "I'm right here harry... please look at me" louis pleaded "I didn't abandon you love, i'm right here" he said trying to reach out for harry.

harry is proudly on his second year of uni, happily dodging the sororities, frats, and generally speaking: people. zayn on the other hand is not so proudly on his second year of uni. he gets good grades and all, but he just wants it to be done with. during the winter break, with the help of zayn's wealthy parents he decides to cash out and go to a ski lodge. and once word gets out that zayn malik is going to be there, you know everyone is going. let's just say that through spilt hot chocolate the the two collide. the rest they say, is definitive history. © sweatshirtzarry 2017

Zayn Malik was always different compared to the other children as he grew up. He was never understood, and in turn never understood the others, so he lived in his dream world of doodles, colours and drawings. He finally reaches out to the tall, curly haired Harry Styles, but how will the popular Harry react to the quiet boy who everyone thought was mute? Zayn has so many more problems then Harry could ever understand, but how can Harry try to help the brown-eyed boy, when he barely speaks a word? [A Zarry Stylik Fanfiction that contains triggers of abuse and bullying.]

The title says it all ;)

Basically Zarry Smut. {requests open}